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lee.v.k: Y'all, I have worked so hard on this and I hope you guys will love it as much as I do. I got really personal on this album and I want to go into detail on each song. Unfortunately, I don't have enough characters to do that. But never fear, I will be giving you guys a rundown on my channel! That's right, ya boi is back in the YouTube game. And, one hour after I post this, there will be a fresh new video up explaining every single song on this EP. So tune in to that. I love you all and this is for you! XOXO- Lee
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"Oh wow. I has been a while since I have had a chance to just sit down and film a video. But this one is gonna be so cool. SO if you follow me on Instagram,you will have seen that I am releasing a new EP. Also, you must have known that by the title. UGH! This video is gonna be complete shit. I am doing this all in one take because I want you guy to see the raw uncut version of Lee because it's kinda what this album is about. It's the raw uncut version of me. So I wanna start off by talking about why I chose the name Handcrafted. SO I picked this because it goes with what I said about being raw. I crafted each of these songs about me for you. It is a lot more different than my first EP because I didn't have a team of people helping me along the away and it isn't written in character form like the first one. Ugh I hate this because I know I'm gonna cry. But press on Lee! Ok so the songs. There are 6 songs on this and each one is very special. The first song is called idontwannabeyou. I wrote this song when I was in the hospital after being raped by my ex boyfriend Chaz Danforth. And this isn't the last time that he will be mentioned in this video. So I have gone though a lot of time where I just hated myself and I wondered why bad things had to happen to me. And I know that pole have it a lot worse than me but I just kept feeling really bad about myself all the time and sitting in that hospital room just made me feel so bad for myself for letting myself get hurt and that is when I pulled out my trusty dusty song writing notebook and wrote the first song on this album. Ok, next one is My Boy. Another song about Chaz. It's just kinda about all the normal shitty stuff that happened with us and that I'm just kinda done with all the bullshit. I just realized i forgot to say that he is in jail now. Yeah that happened. Anyway, it was kinda like, he cuts people off and he doesn't love me and he's not honest about everything so it was kinda a little fuck you song. The next is Lie to Me. This song was in the works for a while. I wrote it right after Chaz and I broke up for the first time but I didn't like it that much, but then after everything happened it just felt like every time someone I know said they loved me it felt like they were lying to help me. It was also about a certain person that I will not name but this person was the reason this song in on the EP so thank you blank. Song four is called Dead to Me. This is a metaphor basically. The whole thing is like, I have to kill you because I can't forget about you. And it is defiantly about Chaz because it is hard to forget the person who raped you and you do kinda want to kill them. Or at times yourself but that is is my own problem. Next one is called breathin. Now this one is for all my pepes with anxiety. It is just kinda about just having to breath though all the bad shit that happens to you. Even if it takes away your energy you just have to keep going because it won't get any better. The last song is called Bitches Broken Hearts. It is based off of my own sister asking me if Chaz was single. I know that sound weird to write a song about a stupid question but it made me realize that no matter what he did, there will always be one person who finds him attractive and that I am the one that got away. It was a spur of the moment thing but I think it just really helps wrap up the whole EP. So I know what you are all wondering, realest date. So I have thought long and hard about this and I have decided, why make you guys wait? Handcrafted will be released at midnight tonight! That's right ladies and gents, at midnight it will be available everywhere. I just want to quickly say thank you to Noah, my best friend on this earth. He has helped me through all the terrible things that have happened to me. He has listened and didn't try to control what I did. I also want to thank Joe, my older brother, for always caring about me even though I didn't always believe it. And of course, all of you. I wouldn't be here with out all of you. And I made this EP just for you guys. So I hope you all enjoy Handwritten!
A/n: Before copy write people come after me, I have to say that I don't own any of these songs. I give full credit to the beautiful people that wrote them. Here is the songs and who they are by so if y'all want to listen to them (you should) you can.