...i wrote this song for you... so maybe you can forgive me for being a jerk"
*nadias pov*
And he started to sing. With his beautiful clear voice. That angelic voice that helped me through hard times... WAIT im with darius... i cant love john. omg this shit is tearing me apart. this song..it hit me. i cant love him but..i mean..i still love him. i dont know what to do right know. i miss him,like alot but i dont wanna hurt darius. he deserves a better girl,he tried to help me move on...but i still love john. maybe i should talk to them?...both.. ughh what am i supposed to do? this song is really beautiful..i started to cry.
-im sorry i cant-i ran in bathroom while crying. i was sitting om the floor
-nadia let us in-lauren started to knock on the door
-sorry i just..-i opened the door and we went to laurens room
-soo?-annie asked
-i dont know...i..i love him but i mean..im with darius..and i dont want to hurt him..-i look down
-if u love him then why are u with darius?-ruby looked at me
-because...um..i dont know-i started to cry again
-just talk to him-they hugged me
-group hug-ruby screamed then john opened the door
-oh sorry-he looked at me then walked out
-go after him-said lauren and pushed me out of the room
-hi-i looked at john
-hey..nadia-he looked down. i just hugged him. he was suprised but i didnt knew what to do.i missed this feeling.
-look...im not mad at you but...you know im with darius and...
-do u love me?-he asked
-i...i dont-i just stared at the floor
-look into my eyes and say it while looking at them-he said
-i...i cant-i looked imto his eyes
-soo..
-im with darius..and...i dont want to hurt him...even tho maybe i dont love him..hes a really good person..he doesnt deserve to get hurt..-i look down then the girls walked out.
-you have to talk with darius..-annie started
-so i called him to come here-lauren smiled
-lauren anne orlando-i started-what did u do???
-i called darius to come here..-we heard knoching..i ran to the door
-lauren..its me..darius-he said then i opened the door
-hi-i looked down-can we talk outside?
-what is going on?-he was really confused
-look-i said-ur a really amazing person...and really kind hearted but..u deserve better than me..like really-i started
-u want to break up with me?-he said with a smile on his face
-why are u smiling at this?
-i know u love john...he loves u too-he said-u guys deserve each other i mean. you changed john into a better person and..i think i love someone else too soo good luck with him-he smiled
-best friends?-i asked
-best friends.-he hugged me then john opened the door-good luck with him-darius whispered
-sooo-i started
-sooo-he came outside
-we broke up-i said while staring at his eyes. then the next moment he kissed me.
