Jaxon's pov
{Jaxon in mm}
I felt all kinda crazy shit inside after kissin' kai's sexy lips. I just couldin't help myself and knowing what he had to face the fact that i was not makin' shit better; that shit cut thought me like a knife yo.
"Jaxon what are you doing man? You kissed me! Oh my god!" He whipserd in total shock. Now i'm freakin' the fuck out cuz i don't even know if the dude is gay or not.
"Yeah i did, you mad at me for doing that?" I asked with a little smile on my face. He looked at me and them he smiled the biggest i have ever seen him smile.
"Am i shocked? Yes! Did i like it? Hell yeah! Am i mad? No. I can never be mad you jaxon; even when you do me wrong i can't stay mad at you." He had a nigga blushin' like a bitch and you best beleive i ain't no bitch. I was watching him as he laid in his bed with a smile on his face. My hand seemed developed a mind of it's own and made it's way up to his check. I was using the back of my fingers to caress his face. This made him smile even more.
"Hey jax"
"Yeah karion"
"Come cuddle with me please" he asked and i didin't need to be asked twice. I took of my shoes and went on the bed and he laid his head on my chest.
"Are yoh doing this out of pity because
You know i have leukemia or do you really have feelings for me?" He asked. I adjusted myself so we was face to face and my finger took hold of his chin."Kai i don't want you to be sick at all becauae that shit is serious. I am not doin' nun out of pity and you know that shit too cuz we been cool from the day we met at the mall almost two months ago. You see the type of life i live kai so if i wasin't feelin you do you think i would honstly be doin' this? I have been confused about this since i got here and realized you were my neighbor and how selfess you are. I have been in bed many nights just watchin' you do your crazy shit in the mirror and it made me happy to know you was cool." I was pourin' out all my feelings and he placed his hand above mine.
"Jax i like you and yes, you were the one i was checkin' out and the one i wanted." I didin't respond to that shit, instead i just kissed him. We was makin' out until we heard someone clear they throat.
"Ok.mr. attani enough sucking face." The doctor laughed and walked over to the bed with a chart as i sat up. I was kinda embarrassed but i had to play it cool for kai.
"Now the stem cell transplant has worked tremendously and we see a normal white cell count so that means you are still in remission. As for the nosebleed, that was from your head hitting the car so hard. You will be released today but, and i repeat,but, you have to take these meds for the head and be back here on wednesday for your check -up."
"Thanks doc i really appreciate it and sorry for having him in the bed. I really needed his arms around me for a while" kai said.
"Thats's ok. So brothers huh? Sure nice to see two brother living this loving. Sure you don't wanna change the tittle from brothers to boyfriends now?" The doc was teasing me and i had to laugh cuz i got caught in my lie.
"Sorry doc but i had to know he was ok and i had to see him too" i explained. He chuckled and then ledt to get the release papers for signing.
Kairion's p.o.v
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change of heart
Rastgelebeing a tough guy is all jaxon knows and unserstands. he makes mistakes and gets in trouble ; the only person he listens to is his big brother trey. putting on a front for his friends to believe his facade but, after meeting karion it all comes tumb...