Shawn Mendes Imagines

Fuck You. 3 *

Last part of Fuck You.,,, wow.

"Hello? Yes I'd like your nearest flight to Toronto." You spoke

"We have a flight leaving at 11PM, is that alright?" The lady spoke and you looked at your watch to check the time

9:34PM

"Yeah, that's perfect. Thank you." You said before giving her everything she asked of you

You didn't want to stay another moment near him, he didn't deserve you, and you certainly did nothing to deserve this. He cheated, no matter how much you love him, nothing could ever justify his actions. Not even under the influence of alcohol, but it would still sting less.

Wiping away your tears, you looked through the peephole to see Shawn sitting opposite to your door, refusing to move an inch. Sighing, you walked to the bathroom to run yourself a bath, hoping you could wash away your thoughts. Even if it was for a moment.

You huffed, wishing you had some bath bombs with you once the tub was filled, but had to make do with what you had at the moment. So you stripped and went in, the warmth consuming your cold body and heart. You started scrolling through your instagram, and set up an alarm for 10:25 just in case you accidentally fell asleep in the tub like you usually tend to do.

You shuffled your playlist and placed your phone beside your head near the tub, and settled in, getting comfortable. You were quite content, up until "When You're Ready" started playing, making you turn off your phone and decide that maybe a bath wasn't such a good idea after all.

Finally slipping into some new clothes, it was 10:36, time to head to the airport. You checked your peephole again to see Shawn's head against the wall opposite to your door, soft snores leaving his mouth. You hated leaving with no goodbyes exchanged, but at this point, Shawn doesn't even deserve it. You opened the door and tiptoed out of your room, waving at Geoff and silently thanking him for letting you stay in his room.

As you entered the elevator, you could hear distant footsteps running towards the elevator, making you panic and press the close button, coming face to face with a frantic looking Shawn, right as the door closed.

As your phone beeped, making it known that your Uber has arrived, you walked outside the hotel quickly, hoping not to run into Shawn on your way there, but unfortunately, he was too quick. He was waiting for you at the door.

"Y/N, please let's just talk about this!" He said standing in front of the door

"No, out of my way. I'm going home." You said, your chest tightening as you tried to keep your tears at bay.

"P-please, she meant nothing to me! I'm sorry I didn't wait for you, I'm sorry I was selfish but I-"

"Just couldn't wait, I get it." You said trying to get away from him

"Y/N, stop! Please." He pleaded, and you saw the crowd of people starting to form making you roll your eyes and grab his hand, rushing with him somewhere more private to talk, as Shawn's expression was a mix of shock and joy.

"Shawn, you cheated on me. There's no excuse for that, I don't think I can ever trust you after what you did. I have trusted you to keep it in your fucking pants ever since I told you I wanted to wait and you said 'Sure!'. You were everything- you were it for me! Up until you threw it all away all for a fucking night stand. Multiple ones I believe!" You said, making him lower his head in shame

"You are and forever will be one of the most important people in my life, and I hate that I can't hate you, no matter how much what you did was wrong. Your presence and love is a drug, but I've been overdosing. Now I can't stop, even though I know I should. So fuck you, Shawn. Fuck you for breaking my heart, because I'm done." You said

"N-no! This can't be over, Y/N, please I love you-"

"Once a cheater, always a cheater." You sobbed, no matter how much he has broken you, you can't find it in you to do the same to him.

He fell to his knees, broken pleas and begging as he hugged your legs, making you cover your mouth and let out a few tears, and crouched down to his level, ready to say your final goodbye to the man who could've been your forever.

"Don't be sad because it's over, my love. Smile because it happened." You said finally, before leaving a burning kiss on his forehead and walking away. Leaving a broken Shawn behind.

You hated him for breaking you, but he was still the love of your life, you wanted him to be happy and to find someone that could give him everything you couldn't, because no matter how shitty he treats you, you will always love him. What he did was unacceptable, but he should have a proper second chance with someone that would trust him 100%, meaning you wouldn't tell people what he did. And you also deserved a second chance, a second chance at happiness. With one final look at where you left him, you took off. And it was the last time you had ever seen him.