Shawn Mendes Imagines

In My Blood: 2 *

Final part you guys!!

"Hey! Sorry I couldn't pick up the phone, leave me a message!"

"Y/N, honey I'm so sorry, please come back so we can talk about this, I'll do anything just please-"

I let out a choked sob when the machine cut me off, I've been trying to reach Y/N for a week, but nothing was working. I tried looking for her at her parents' and friends' houses but nobody has seen her, it was like she disappeared. Everyone was concerned, they were all worried about me, I haven't left the flat unless it was for an interview. My mum tried to get me to come home and stay in my old bedroom with them for a while, but it'd just be too painful, we had our most precious moments in my room, where we talked about marriage, and kids, and a future together. It's when I first realized that I was in love with her, she was on my laptop watching friends, her hair pulled up in a messy bun. I couldn't take my eyes off of her, she was perfect. She still is. Oh how I wish things could go back to the way they were, even if it was for a day.
I dragged myself out to the supermarket to get some groceries since our- my flat was a bit short on food and other essentials, and I also thought it would take my mind off of what happened. After awhile of wondering through the isles, I got to the cashier and paid. She helped me carry my items to my jeep and left. I got in the car and ignited the engine making it roar to life and drove home, what I didn't expect to see when I got there, was Y/N's car in the parking lot.

I jumped out of the jeep not caring about the groceries and ran inside, praying she was not packing her bags.

"Y/N?!" I called desperately

"She isn't here." A voice spoke up, and I turned to see Julia, one of Y/N's friends, standing there

"Julia? Where's Y/N-"

"She sent me to give these back to you." She said handing me Y/N's car keys, the ones I gave her for her birthday.

"Julia, please, just let me talk to her-"

"I don't think that's a good idea, Shawn." She said heading to the door

"Please!" I said running to the door

"Shawn, just leave her alone." She said walking past me and out of the condo

I sat on the couch putting my head in my hands, why? That was the only question that ran through my mind.

From: Babygirl ❤️💋
Meet me at Tim's in 20 minutes. I have to talk to you.

That was all it took for me to sprint out the door and into the jeep, speeding to Tim's and awaiting her arrival.
I finally get to see her after a long, miserable week. I finally get to hear her melodic voice in person again, I finally get to hold her and apologize, I'll finally get my Y/N back.

I saw her walking down the road and into Tim's, and I followed her inside and tapped her shoulder,

"Yea- oh hey, Shawn." She greeted,

"Y/N." I breathed and opened my arms ready to engulf her in a hug

"We need to talk." She said stopping me from hugging her by placing a hand on my chest,

"Alright then." I said, a bit hurt that she just rejected me, she sat down and placed her leg over the other and took a deep breath

"Shawn I can't do this anymore." That's all it took for everything to break

"W-what do you mean you can't do this?" I hiccuped

"I mean, I can't be with you anymore. I'm done, we're done." She said

"No, baby, no. Please I'll do anything you ask, I'll take time off work, I'll get you a dog if you want, I'll- oh god I'll do anything, just please come home." I begged crying

"I can't, Shawn. You'll always be a special person to me, and I'll always love you, but I just can't do this anymore." She said

"Have you met someone else?" I asked

"No, I haven't." She said, offended.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-"

"Shawn, please just let me go." She said getting up

"No! No I'll never let you go!" I sobbed

"You have to, Shawn." She said leaning in to give me a kiss on the cheek

"Goodbye, Shawn Mendes." She said grabbing her purse

"Please don't do this." I cried, too weak to get up and run after her

"You'll find someone else, Shawn. You'll find someone perfect for you, I'm sorry that wasn't me." She said, her hand on my cheek and I leaned into her touch, one last time

"I will always love you, Y/N Y/L/N, and I'll always wait for you." I said in defeat, placing my palm over hers

"Shawn you shouldn't-" I raised my palm, stopping her from talking any further

"The decision you're making of leaving me is entirely up to you, but a me waiting for you is a decision I'm making and you have no say in that." I said and she nodded slowly, I weakly smiled at her, trying so hard not to let my tears fall, but she knew me all too well, and left.
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THREE YEARS LATER
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"Great job, Shawn!" Geoff said

"Thanks man, and I guess we're done for the day!" I said,

"Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow." He said, I picked up my phone when I left the sound booth and walked down the street, and asked Geoff to take my jeep home since the weather was nice.

Nights like this I'd always think of the woman I let go of, the woman I never saw again since that night, she's in my dreams and if I could hold her one more time, I'd take that chance in a heartbeat.

I opened the instagram app and went on her account, it's been awhile since I've known how she was doing and last time I saw her ig story was almost a month ago, I've been busy lately and couldn't stalk- check up on her account.

My heart stopped when I came across a recent picture of her hand, with a ring on it.

She's engaged.

I tried so hard not to make any noises so strangers don't look, I wanted to see when the picture was taken, and just my luck, it was an hour ago.

I raced to the place where she took the picture, which seemed to be an italian restaurant and looked through the window and tried to find her table, and there she was, in her stunning blue dress that hugged her curves perfectly, she was stunning, as perfect as I remember.

After a while of just looking at her, I've seen how much she's changed, but her cute laugh was still the same, and the way her nose crinkled whenever she did was just as I remembered it. A few minutes later, she got up and went to the ladies room and I was debating whether I should follow her to congratulate her, or to tell her she's making a mistake. or just walk away. So I did neither.
I quickly sprinted to their table and sat in her chair and faced her fiancè

"Can I help you?" He asked politely, and I wasn't going to lie the man was good looking

"Congrats on your engagement man," I said

"Thanks man-"

"But that's not why I'm here, I'm Y/N's ex, and I want you to take care of her, I want you to treat her the way she deserves to be treated, I want you to never make her cry, I want you to make her laugh and smile, I want you to be the best fucking husband there is because she deserves that, I want you to love her the way she deserves to be loved, I want you to love her like she's your world, I want you to love her like she's the last person on earth, I want you to love her like your life depends on it, I want you to love her in the way I never did." I said, on the verge of tears, and I could see the pity he felt for me in his eyes

"Of course, man. She's everything to me, and she deserves that." He said, and I nodded and walked away from their table and out into the cold Toronto night.

I simply raised my head and looked at the stars, and wished her nothing but happiness and joy, but a selfish part of me said otherwise,

"Please come back to me," I whispered, tears falling onto my cheeks

"One day." I said, reassuring myself, because one day, I'll love someone else, but never as much as I did her, what can I say? It's in my blood, and so is she.