AN: Good thing Wattpad allows for delayed releases. I can write something before hand and keep it in my pocket before posting it later. This is a continuation of the earlier Maki x Reader if the title didn't already give it away.
(Y/N) = Your first name
(L/N) = Your last name
(E/C) = Eye colorMy Feelings For You
Maki's POV
"Hey, Maki-chan! Why don't we write a song together?"
I glance incredulously at (L/N)-senpai who suggested that idea with one of her bright smiles that set my heart racing. It wasn't as if I was opposed to the idea. I was just surprised at her for bringing it up out of nowhere.
"What, why?" I ask.
"Well..." She places a finger to her lips and tilts her head in her classic thinking posture. "I was thinking it'd be a really nice change of pace. We should definitely write a song together! You could sing and play piano and I'll accompany with my violin!"
I've always wanted to write a song. and maybe I could somehow convey my feelings to her through it. I just know I'd screw up trying to confess to her normally.
"Alright," I say with a nod.
"Yes! Thank you, Maki-chan!"
Before I can react, I find myself being buried in a hug, (L/N)-senpai's ample bosom mushing into my face and cutting off my air flow.
"MMMMFGHFM!"
"O-Oh, s-sorry about that Maki-chan," (L/N)-senpai apologizes as she quickly lets me go. "Hehe. I got a little bit too excited."
My face is burning and I quickly turn my head to the side to try to hide my embarrassment. "I-It's fine. Just don't do it again."
Seriously. Just how in the world did I fall in love with this girl? It's been nearly a month since we first met and it's been getting harder and harder to try to ignore these feelings growing in my chest.
Something about the older girl just drew me towards her. Maybe it was because of our shared love of music, or maybe it was because of her beautiful (E/C) that always seemed to be brimming with optimism, or maybe it was her amazing figure and -
Wait, no! What am I thinking about?!
She probably doesn't even feel the same way about me. Whenever I get embarrassed due to her occasional teasing I'd lash out at her to try to to hide my embarrassment, and I was never good at properly communicating my emotions. There was just no way somebody so friendly and kind could like me.
A small cough draws my attention away from my thoughts and I see (L/N)-senpai covering her mouth with one hand, shoulders shaking. Her complexion is notably paler than before and she seems to be in a lot of pain.
She continues to cough into her hand, leaning forward from her seat before collapsing onto her knees.
"(L/N)-senpai!"
I'm by her side in an instant, one hand rubbing her back and the other trying to steady her so she doesn't fall and hit her head.
Her fit continues for a while as I do my best to comfort her. Eventually she does stop, much to my relief, and looks up at me with a weak smile.
"Thanks, Maki-chan," she croaks. "I'm fine now."
"No! You're not fine! Just what was that?!"
(L/N)-senpai averts her gaze to the floor and doesn't answer me.
"Senpai..."
She sighs and shakes her head. "I was hoping I could hide this from you..."
"Hide what?"
"I'm sick, Maki-chan," she says, looking into my eyes. For once in the whole month that I'd known her, she looked weak. What lay in front of me wasn't the outgoing and happy senpai I fell in love with, but a frail girl who was trying to put up a tough front.
Just like me. My heart wrenches at the sight of her like this.
"Hehe..." (L/N)-senpai continues with a bitter laugh. "It's already been four years since I've been diagnosed. Apparently I only have one year left to live."
I don't know how to react. The news was like a bullet, carving a hole out of my heart.
"I'm scared, Maki-chan. I don't want to die! I don't want to disappear! Not when I've finally found a reason to live!"
What do I say? What can I say? Do I reassure her? Why is my brain blanking now of all times?!
What do I do?!
My grip tightens around (L/N)-senpai's shivering form, and I pull her head into my chest. I can feel the violinist's tears soaking through my uniform, but that didn't matter right now. All I wanted to do was hold her tight and comfort her.
We stay like that for a while, the only sounds filling the air of the music room being (L/N)-senpai's muffled sobs.
Finally she pulls away weakly and rubs her eyes with the back of her hand before showing a bright smile; the same one that would cause my heart to do flips.
"Sorry about that, Maki-chan, and thank you. I think I'm going to head home early today," she says, standing up.
I can only nod dumbly and watch as she walks out of the music room.
"There's a present for you in the grand piano's seat compartment," she says before disappearing around the corner.
I'm unable to move for a while. My mind desperately tries to process all the events that just took place. The girl whom I love only had one year left to live.
Standing up weakly, I make my way over the piano and open the seat's cover to see a folder that wasn't there yesterday. Inside of it are two sheets of paper. One is a neatly drawn, incomplete score for a song, and the other is a folded up note.
I open up the note and begin to read it. Before long, wet dots start to stain the sheet as my tears freely rolled down my cheeks.
YOU ARE READING
Various x Fem! Reader Yuri and Shoujo Ai One-Shots
RomanceThis book will contain various one-shots I have written, and will write. It will mainly contain entries from anime series, but I am open to suggestions so long as I'm familiar with the source material. As such, I am always willing to take requests...