SELF DESTRUCT
Your fake love hits deep inside my core.
For I couldn't fight this feeling anymore.
All the words you'd said to me before,
was been washed away by the shore.
The reason why I cried into ocean tears.
Choking me with lies through the years.
Your lies that haunted me every night.
I had enough and search for the light.
A night switch could light up my room.
I hope this fragile pain would end soon.
But I couldn't find my way in the dark.
Back to the level one where it all start.
I always fall into my knees in the floor.
I remember you walk outside that door.
You took the suitcase of our happiness.
Without you, I could feel the emptiness.
Blissful memories of us I couldn't avoid.
Those hurtful times I become paranoid.
It was pounding hard against my mind.
They wouldn't stop, breaking what's mine.
They unexpectedly come like landslides.
I found myself swam into the wild tides.
I tried those several times to escape.
But I couldn't get out through this gates.
I wished for my freedom to move on.
I hoped I am brave enough to hold on.
Because I heard the tick of the clock,
running out of time to become a rock.
My breath had enough of energy load.
It's the time for my old life to explode.
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A/N: This piece is reflecting on what I am today. I put all my emotions through it and I hope this would be relatable to the readers who experience anxiety every night.
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