''Lord, salamat po. The best ka talaga!'' Nginitian ko ang maaliwalas na langit na tinitingala ko. Sobrang saya ko! Nairaos ko na kasi ang report ko sa psychology.
Hindi sa pagiging mababaw, pero masayang masaya talaga ako dahil doon. Sa totoo lang, ayoko talaga ang nagrereport. Ayoko ko ang tumatayo sa harap ng mga classmates mo, tapos parang kailangan mong ma-satisfy ung minds nila. Dapat nilang maintindihan ang mga sasabihin mo at sa'yo nakasalalay kung matutututo sila sa kabanatang iyon o hindi. You must know how to explain everything that is written in that report and you have to answer all their questions just to clarify the lesson and for them to be able to understand. And I'm not good in any of it. Hindi ako magaling sa pagpapaliwanag o pagsagot ng mga tanong to their satisfactory.
Kaya nga minsan, mas gusto kong hindi sila nakikinig sakin. Para kung sakaling may mali man ako ay walang makakapansin. At hindi maling kaalaman ang maimpart sa mga utak nila. Pero sabi ni Lord sakin, ''Anak, you deserve to be heard.''
I was awaken when God said that to me. I was asking myself, ''Did God really find me that worthy?'' Ako kasi mismo ay hindi ko naman nakikita ang sarili ko na worth listening for. Lalo na sa usaping academics. Kahit kasi alam at naiintindihan ko ang isang bagay, I still find it hard to explain it. Alam mo 'yon? Iyong naiintindihan mo naman pero kapag ipapaliwanag mo na, di mo ma-explain?
But then, since si Lord na ang kumausap sa akin, take note, God the almighty, the powerful, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, siya ang nagsabing, I deserve to be heard. Sinong hindi maiiyak, di ba? Sinong hindi mapapaisip? Sinong hindi makikinig?
Kaya mula noon, kapag nagrereport ako, kinukuha ko talaga ang attention ng mga kaklase ko. Dati, ay wala akong confidence sa sarili ko, pero sabi ni Lord sakin. ''Anak, be confident. Share them your talent. You deserve to be watched.''
Again, napangiti ako noon. ''Lord naman, fina-flatter mo ako masyado.'' Sabi ko. Pero naisip ko, tama siya e. Kaya mula noon, natuto na akong i express ang sarili ko. I was able to share my knowledge to them. And I know that while I am standing in front of my classmates, God was standing with me, giving me strength and smiling wide at me. Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam na kasama si Lord.
And that's when I realized..
God is grater than I knew He was before.
Isipin mo, grabe siya makapuri sakin, grabe siyang mag comfort, grabe siyang mag encourage. E in the first place, lahat ng meron ako ngayon, its because of His Grace. He provides me everything. Pati encouragement, siya na rin. Grabe! Si Lord na talaga! He's really great. And becomes greater everyday.
No one can ever describe God's greatness. No matter how great He is in your perception, He is always greater than that. Kasi si Lord ay si Lord. The creator of heaven and earth, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords. Therefore, no words can ever be enough to describe Him. He's always greater than that.
God is more than a God of unfailing love. He's more than a Healer, savior, restorer, forgiver, grace giver and life changer. He's more than everything. Because He is God, God of every good thing. God is Able. God is Love.
Praise God! For He loves us so much. Despite the mistakes and sin that we committed. Despite the downfall we have encountered, His love for us never changed.
Thank you Lord, Thank you God. Thank you my Savior, Jesus Christ!
Worship song of the day:
🎶 Now all I am, I'd lay at your feet
I'm humbled by the wonder of your majesty
One thing I know, I find all I need
With your unending Love
With your unending Love 🎶Let our prayer be:
''Lord, thank you for always making me feel special. Thank you for treating me like your princess. Thank you for always encouraging me, and strengthening me. Without you, Lord, I am nothing and I can't do any single thing. Lord, you are my strength. You are my armor. You are my shield. You are my everything. Thank you for always being there, Lord. I just want to bring back the glory to You. I love you, Lord. This I pray in Jesus' name. Amen.''
BINABASA MO ANG
GOD IS GREATER. :)
SpiritualNo one can ever describe God's greatness. No matter how great He is in your perception, He is always greater than that. Kasi si Lord ay si Lord. The creator of heaven and earth, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords. Therefore, no words can ever be enoug...