Silent Tears

Chapter 4: It's Scary Sometimes

Yoongi sighed as he started writing lyrics.

Trying to comfort myself
I tell myself the world can’t be perfect
I start to let myself go
The thundering applause, I can’t own it forever
I tell myself, so shameless
Raise your voice higher
Even if the attention isn’t forever, I’ll keep singing
As today’s me, I want eternity
Forever, I want to be young

Yoongi smiled as he felt a little less stress relieved and alot better to say the least. He hated the messages he got. It was really sad and scary for him to read. To see. All the blood. Him looking so.. so.. drugged and out of it.

The night fell and he had gone to bed and was now asleep.

His pov

I take Yoongi out of bed. He just looked so cute. So ready for it. I can't wait to start the fun. I take the needle with the solution inside and press it into him pushing the liquid in slowly making his mind go alll fuzzy for me.

I tie him to the chairs and start taking pictures of his beautiful form and natural sculpted face. I made sure the lighting and exposure was perfect so you could see my babies blue and black spots. His dark purple bags. The colours really did suit his skin complexion.

I decide it's time for the red splash. I take my knife and start gashing and cutting him. I take my brushes and paint the backround and him in pretty little patterns across his skin.

Perfect.

It's just how I visioned it to be. The most perfect photoshoot a boy could ask for. I couldn't wait to share them with him in the morning, to get the reaction I loved so tenderly. Oh how I couldn't wait to see the look of fear running through my baby's eyes.

Always watch your back