Sometimes I wonder if I'm just blindsided by how adorable you can be. Your energy and liveliness excites me and it makes me happy to see how happy you can be. I inspire to be that. Maybe that's why I like you so much. So that your happiness and my sadness can go hand in hand and balance each other out.
Except I know it wouldn't go hand in hand
cause you are so secretly sad
that it hurts me
when I can't fix
such a broken boy.
So maybe I will get over you. Maybe I will leave. Maybe I hope somewhere, I am the cure to your sadness. Maybe all I needed was to never open up in the first place, and let destiny take it's course. Maybe, in another universe, we were meant for each other, but you don't believe the multi-verse theory.
Maybe I'll just lie on the floor of my room and cry, surrounded by the paintings I painted about you, the songs I sung about you, and the poems I wrote about you.
Cause I am at the point of no return, but you could always leave.
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Jamie's Diary
FanfictionJust another edgy teen and isn't like most girls and has deep complex emotions and cries alot to The Beatles while clutching a ukulele close and wearing a slash band t-shirt and yellow scrunchie cause I'm a hopeless romantic that fits the aesthetic👌
