A Boxer's Fight

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- A Boxer's Fight -

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The final breakdown...

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"You didn't care to tell us you were home Li? We were so worried about you," Serenity said walking into her room with Jaiza and Khouri following behind her.

Putting out her blunt, Felicity sits up and shrugs. "Misha couldn't keep her mouth closed for a fuckin' second," She chuckles and shrugs again. "And maybe I didn't want y'all in my presence anyway to begin with yeah?"

"That's all you have to say? That's really all you have to say to us Li?" Serenity spoke squinting her eyes

"Serenity bro I don't thi-"

"Nah, let her finish her sentence so after I can choke her ass up and tell her about herself again," Felicity said cutting Khouri off. "I don't mind putting my hands on a female today for real."

The air is so splintery it could snap, and if it doesn't, Felicity or Serenity might. Neither of them spoke. But the question to pursue is what is there to speak about? Nothing banality won't cut it at this point in time. And if someone were to speak at this moment in time it had to Khouri because Jaiza would get chopped right up but Khouri wouldn't allow that.

"What's going through your mind right now? Because smoking isn't gonna solve anything nor your problems. Remember what you told me? Smoking and drinking are only gonna bring false happiness and that doing those things only gonna make you drown more into your problems than solving them. When it's easier for me to talk to you instead of keeping shit inside. What happened to that?" Khouri asked as she walked up to Felicity.

"Maybe I want the false happiness nigga. Because every time when I do have real happiness, it always tends to fall over into something that kills it. Yeah, I'm the one with the good advice and all the smiles but I'm not always happy. Seeing how much I help y'all with shit and see the real happiness beaming on y'all, brings me happiness and assurance that maybe one day I can be truly happy because right now? How do you deal with having your first love lie to you and continuing to be dead when in reality the bitch is alive? Then having the girl you're falling in love with kiss her ex again and on the side of that your own best friend going along with it and coming onto the girl you love? Now tell me how I'm supposed to be happy at this moment because the crazy bitch let me go and or that I'm back here in my own home or that y'all standing in my face right now trying to make shit seem sweet when y'all know it's not? Now tell me if I'm wrong. Correct my words for me. I might've forgiven but I sure as hell won't fucking forget. You know that best friend," Felicity said holding in the emotions that soon will spill out at any given moment.

She shook her head to make the emotions go away but they just sat there as it continued to fill her entire body.

"All that kissing shit was a plan to get you outta' there Li. I know how you'd get if you saw that shit so, I figured if we came up with a plan as such as that shit, she'll probably let you go and watch shit unfold between us because of how evil she is," Khouri said running her hand through hair. "But fuck that. What you mean your first love alive Li? You gotta be foldin' right now 'cause-"

"My nigga Renni's mother called her and she was on the phone son. She the one who ratted me out and where I stayed. That's the only reason why I was taken captive. Maybe not only that because her mother said something about my uncle going crazy without Misha and us there to help his ass. But Ri, son, you know much that shit is hurting me right now? How far can you go do some shit like that? Let alone, abandoning your son while you bounce on the same dick that had you on the streets in the first place?" Felicity questioned. "And that's not all son. She got a whole daughter now. I see why they ain' want us at the funeral because there wasn't any fuckin' funeral. They lied to us just as much as she did. They lied. She lie-"

Felicity just broke down in tears. Her body shuddered as she broke down some more. Not even words can predict how hurt Felicity was. Serenity and Jaiza just stood in the back wondering what to do in a moment like this. Khouri just wrapped her arms around her best friend. She was fighting her emotions because she had no clue and the fact that Keima lied to her let alone who was her cousin.

"Bro, fuck them. We gotta be focused on the now. Right now, we all here for you, and you know that for a fact. You know damn well that Renni would never kiss me when she feels the same way about you. She loves you. Understand that." Khouri pleaded to Felicity as she comforted her while she was crying. Serenity walked up to Felicity, finally understanding what she had to do. She kneeled to Felicity and lifted her head up to hers. She closed in and kissed her gently.

"Li, I'm always gonna be here for you. I never want to see you hurt. So when you got kidnapped, all I wanted to do was get you back, by any means necessary. But I would never cross boundaries like that, not with your best friend, not again. I love you, Felicity." Serenity spoke to Felicity as she caressed her face while she looked into her eyes. She needed Felicity to know that she meant it. That she was all in, and she would never do anything to hurt her, ever again. She loved Felicity with every piece of her heart, and if she had to tear it apart to show her, she would, no hesitation.

"I guess it's my turn to officially sincerely apologize to you and admit my wrongs. I know it was wrong for me to kiss her again when clearly I said I wasn't gonna get close to her again but I did it for you man. It may seem weird but I went along with the plan to get you back home to Serenity. I see the way she looks at you and the love that she gives you radiates off her like the rays of the sun. And I'm glad that she found someone like you in hopes to fill up her heart because I wasn't good enough for her and it's clear to see that. I was just a warm-up. A warm up to get her ready for someone who has a bigger heart to grab her love and attention. And that someone is you. I'm not the one for giving out advice but the unruling, tough, and unbelievable shit that's happening at this moment is a sign. A sign to let you know that greater is coming and that what's happening in the present will be in the past. So the toughest challenges you're facing right now are seeds being watered for you to know that this is just the first stage and that in the future, this isn't gonna phase you anymore. It's only gonna grow you into a bigger person." Jaiza spoke still standing in the corner. She wasn't big on hugging and showing emotion to people.

Felicity nodded and sat up and directed her attention to Jaiza. "You aren't who I expected you to be. Though you showed me what I expected you to be in the beginning, there is more to you than I can just assume and expect. I have to give my full respect to you because my nigga there aren't many niggas like you out here in the world. And I respect you for coming me and apologizing to me but I've already forgiven you. Had I've forgiven all of you because it's understood that y'all did this for me you catch my drift? But I respect you a lot b," Felicity said nodding her head towards Jaiza.

"Y'all know where y'all stand in my book so, I don't have to say much to y'all," Felicity said smiling at them.

Khouri nodded and smiled. "I love you Li and Serenity you continue you doing well for my best friend a'ight? I'ma let y'all do what y'all do and I'll drop Jaiza of- well since it's early we can find something to do but I think y'all need alone time together," Khouri said pointing and waving her finger at Serenity and Felicity.

Felicity rolled her eyes at her best friend and then raised her eyebrows at her. Before she could speak to Khouri, Khouri and Jaiza were already out of the room.

Felicity looked at Serenity and raised her eyebrows. Serenity just smiled and shrugged her arms.

"I'ma leave that up to her to tell me what going on but come here I missed you in my arms," Felicity said smiling.

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