My phone buzzed
"You're really not gonna answer him?"
I shrugged quickly, letting it get into voice mail.
"You know you can't keep this up forever right?" Rian questioned me raising his brow.
I wanted to say yes but I really didn't know.
The last month went by slowly.
Mostly because we had time off and didn't had a lot of things to do but also because I did anything I could to avoid Alex.
It started with telling him I was busy when he asked me to go with him to the movies or to explore new clubs at where we were staying and got worse when I left conversations when he joined them, or went to sleep early instead of hanging out with him and the guys at night in the bus.
It was awful, I felt lonely and sad most of the time but I kept telling myself it was better then being with him, I thought I was preventing bigger pain or curing myself from those feelings or some shit like that.
The best thing that I had was Rian. Someone to talk to saved me more than I figured. And we talked a lot.
I needed support even tho I suspected Rian thought me to be way too fragile then what I really am.
I wrote it before - I hated the feel of pity and I decided to slow down with all those conversations for a while, especially when I knew that we're starting the tour again in two days.
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Daydreaming About You (Jalex)
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