Friendship and Love

Kabanata 10

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I arrive early in school because I still need to prepare for the orientation program mamaya. We don't have classes with other subjects because the teachers have some important meeting to attend. I called Rexie to inform the Student Council to be ready later at 1pm.

"Rexie are you all ready for later?

"Yes VP nakahanda na po kami and we already post the program later in the school bulletin earlier this morning to attend the orientation at 1pm.

"Very good Rexie, maasahan talaga kita.

"No worries VP ako pa.

I'm about to head to our classroom when I saw Anna walking towards there building. She seem so pale and sick.

"Anna, Anna, Anna. Sigaw ko pero hindi siya lumingon o sadyang ayaw niya lang akong pakinggan.

I run as fast as I could para maabutan siya. Good thing there is a shortcut kaya mabilis ko siyang natunton. I follow her to our school garden na walang masyadong nagpupunta dahil sa kalumaan nito.

"Anna please talk to me. I know you are upset because of what you saw last week pero hindi ko mapigilan ang puso ko na mahalin siya dahil yun ang sinisigaw nito. I didn't expect you will react like this and I'm sorry if I couldn't keep my promise because I want to be happy also.

Anna slapped me hard and Im very shock when she did that. She's the person that I know who cares for me as a family.

"Do you expect me to believe all of this bullshits Felise? Minahal kita bilang ate ko but you betray me. You are a snake and a whore and I hate you. All you do is to stole everything from me.

Dahil sa narinig ko hindi ko mapigilang pagbuhatan siya nang kamay at sinampal ko siya ng malakas. Namumula ang mukha niya at hindi siya makapagsalita.

"Don't you dare say those words to me Anna. Hindi mo alam kung gaano kahirap sakin ang magtimpi at balewalain siya. Ginawa ko naman lahat ng gusto mo para sumaya ka. Dumistansya ako kasi mahal kita at kahit sarili kung kaligayahan ay mawala para sayo pero ang hirap padin dahil mahal ko si Zach.

Umiiyak ako ng husto at nanlalabo ang paningin ko. Anna is emotionless at puro hinagpis ang nakikita ko sa kanyang mukha.

"Crap with that drama hindi bagay sa iyo Felise. Don't you ever see me again and I will not accept you as my bestfriend anymore. Humanda ka dahil sa mga susunod na pagkikita natin mawawasak ka nang tuluyan at mawawala lahat ng mga taong importante sayo.

Anna walk out and left me hanging in the garden crying. I feel so weak at namamanhid ang buong katawan ko. I lost a sister and a bestfriend. Ayokong magkasira kami pero I don't know what to do with her anymore. I will make sure that Zach and I will keep fighting beyond this circumstances at kahit hadlangan man kami wala akong choice kundi kalabanin siya.

Sa buhay we maybe hurt because of the painful experiences pero handa akong bumangon para sa taong mahalaga sakin. Anna is very important but I rather keep my distance for awhile para bigyan siya nang oras na makapag-isip at humingi nang kapatawaran. Siguro bugso lang ng damdamin niya kaya siya nagalit at alam kung mahalaga ako sa kanya at mawawala lang lahat ng iyon. I really hope what I'm saying is true ayokong magkasakitan kaming dalawa ng tuluyan and i'm praying for her safety always.