ASHTONS POV
Dreaming. I dreamed a lot. Being in a coma theres not much to do except dream. I guess I didn't mind. I just missed Luke and Emily, and even my family. They were all I had. Truthfully I didn't want Luke to leave. He was my only friend and even though he could be a conceited asshole, he kept me alive. I still couldn't believe he came back. He was crying, shrieking, only because of me. I hated myself for putting him into that state. All I wanted to do was wake up. I wanted to wake up and hug him. I wanted to tell him how much he means to me, but I can't and that kills. The doctors said they didn't know if I would ever come out. They told Luke different. It pissed me off. He deserved to know the truth, not some bullshit lie. I was going to wake up. I have to. I have to make it. Then when I do, I will go with Luke. I will go with him to wherever he is going. I can't lose him.
I heard walking in the halls. Who was awake? It didn't sound like a nurse and it couldn't be morning already. My door opened and shut quietly like someone was sneaking in here.
"Hey Ash." the person whispered.
I didn't recognize the voice that well, but I had heard it before.
"You don't really know me. I'm Alice."
Hi Alice.
"Gosh, I can't believe all of this has happened. I mean I barely know any of you. I just wanted a way to escape. Luke was my way. Seeing the way he acted before was heartbreaking. I couldn't help, but cry. He cried and shrieked and ripped at his hair. He screamed so much he puked. He cares so much about you Ashton. I know he is a total dick head, but he does care about you. I hope you know that. The truth is, we didn't sneak off the plane. He yelled and screamed until they kicked us off. We lost so much money. Just for you. He needed to know you were alive. He loves you Ashton."
I don't even have a response. I just wish he knew that I love him too.
"Its weird, talking to someone that doesn't respond. It's also kind of cool, its like somewhere to vent."
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"Well I just had to get that out. Please wake up soon Ash, Luke needs you."
With that she snuck back out of the room. I could hear her faint footsteps through the halls, getting softer with each step. I was alone again. I tried waking up. I tried so hard. I needed to get out of here. Being stuck in my head was driving me insane. Its like being trapped under water, not being able to breathe. You know its happening to which makes it worse and it makes you go insane, you try so fucking hard to breathe and catch any air you can but you cant. You feel as if you are already dead, just your body won't give up. That is the worst part. You want to give up, but nothing lets you. So you are trapped in this middle world of life and death and you have to sit and wait and feel as if you can’t breathe until your body makes the final decision.
…………………………next day………………………..
LUKES POV
I woke up to peaceful silence. I glanced at my phone. It was around noon. I finally got some sleep. I stood up and saw Emily walking towards me. She smiled at me and handed me a drink. I was so thirsty I drank the whole thing. She laughed and Alice walked up behind her. I looked towards Alice and something in her eyes caught my attention. They weren’t her usual eyes. They were dull and dark like someone sucked the color out. I shook my head a bit and turned to go to Ashton’s room. Alice grabbed my arm.
“Where are you going?” she said eagerly.
“Ashton’s room.” I said and tried to walk but she pulled me back again.
“You can’t..” she said.
I looked straight into her now softened eyes.
“Why not?”
“They are trying to wake him. You will distract him.” she said softly.
I nodded believing her excuse. I waited outside his door. Occasionally I heard Ashton scream. It gave me hope that he would be okay. I waited and waited and waited. Finally someone came out. He looked up at me and he shook his head and walked away silently. Tears built up in my eyes. Another person came out, a nurse. She looked up to me tears almost filling her eyes. She mouthed “im sorry” and walked away. Tears started to stream down my face. The door opened again and the doctor looked to me and stared into my tear filled eyes. It couldn’t be true. He nodded in reassurance that it was true, Ashton wouldn’t wake up, EVER. He could either remain in the coma or be put to sleep. I bursted into tears and Alice and Emily rushed down the hall. I ran into Ashton’s room and shook him.
“Wake up!! Ashton please!”
“I need you please Ashton!”
I screamed. I shook him again. People surrounded me and pulled me away. The door was about to close, shutting me out from him. I screamed one last time as loud as I could.
“ASHTON PLEASE!”
A/N: WASSUPP. hope you liked the chapter. new updates coming soon. currently my phone is dead and i have no charger so i have to get that fixed. right now im on a computer and i dont like writing on it all that much. be patient with the updates, its hard to handle along with school. Okay thanks guys. Also THANKS FOR 300 READS! thats insane! thank you so much to all of you that read. i love you all. make sure to keep reading and vote and comment. okay love ya bunches. BYEE. xx
