Author's note:
This imagine involves suicide and self harm. So please, of your tiggered by any on these skip to next chapter.
Also, if you know any one who is suffering from depression or self harm please tell some one or be there for them.
Thank you~
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Pain
Blood
Sadness
Just those three words wonder inside your mind. You sat there almost everyday, on the floor your back up agaisnt the tub in the bathroom watching how the blood seeps from the wound.
The silver metal being your only friend. Slowly scraping your once soft skin of your wrist and stomach.
You didn't know what happened, You were once a happy little girl not worrying about anything but then depression came along and comforted you.
One day you wore short sleeved shirts and at times crop tops. But now you would wear long sleeved shirts or sweaters to cover up the cuts.
On summer days you would wear your long sleeved shirts and then your shorts to hide the fact you were hurting yourself.
You always deny it, that one day, one of the cuts could end your life. But you didn't bother to stop. It was your only way to know if you were still alive inside.
School was a different story, you were a wallflower. And you really didn't mind, you really didn't have friends and again you really didn't mind about it.
You never let any one in, wanting to focus on your studies. First place in every subject, but your classmates didn't know who you were and didn't care.
But every day after school going back home you would go inside the bathroom and greet your only friend.
It was a drug, you couldn't stop, you would tell yourself that you would do one cut but you would end up make five or maybe even six.
Almost everyday you would sit inside that bathroom and take your drug and then put up a Facade at school saying you were "okay." Wearing your hair down and a black sweater over your uniform to hide your scars.
But that changed, when he came into your life.
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It was supposed to be a simple tour around your school because he was the new kid.
Lee Dongnim.
That was his name, but he prefered to be called Eunwoo.
He sat behind you in almost every class, but you never really payed attention to him.
How every girl would fan over him for him being so handsome. But he didn't pay attention to them but to you.
He's heard about You being first place in every subject but never about yourself. And he wanted to know more about you.
It surpised you, you sat at the bench you always sat far away from the school. Eating by yourself, when you felt a presence next to you.
He sat next to you, with a small smile on his face and a tint of red on his cheeks.
And thats when it all began...
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It happenes so fast, it went to sitting next to you at lunch to waiting for you at the entrance of the school to walk with you to class.
