Heather - Conan Gray
JinjinXreader
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I still remember third of December
Me in your sweater, you said it looked better
On me, than it did you, only if you knew
How much I liked you...
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"Here, put it on, it's getting cold."
The fabric of a thick hoodie hitting my head, I grabbed it and looked at Jinjin, I took a sniff and it smelled just like him. I happliy put on his hoodie quickly feeling warm since he just took it off.
I smiled and looked at him, he smiled and chuckled before patting my head, "It looks better on you."
"Really, it's not too big?"
"Nope, just perfect."
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but I watch your eyes
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerized
While I die
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"I was thinking about hanging out this weekend, we should go to the movies like last time. Remember wh-"
I noticed how he wasn't listening to me, the new girl walked by our table and I noticed how his gaze followed her until she went to sit at another table. I felt a pain in my chest.
The way he looked at her was the same way he looked at me, with love...
"Sorry, were you saying something?"
"Just forget about." I forced a smiled.
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Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
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It happened all of a sudden, his lips were on top of mine, something I have always wanted to happened. We've been best friends since elementray school, I developed a crush on him hoping one day he can feel the same thing I feel every time I'm with him.
He softly pulled back and placed his forehead on mine, "I'm sorry."
"Why did you kiss me, I'm not even pretty."
"I don't know but I just wanted to do it."
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Watch as she stands with her holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
But how could I hate her? She's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead
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Love sucks, it hurt, it hurt so much. The way he has his arm around her as she laughed and talked with him. But how can I hate her? She's an angel, she's smart and beautiful.
I shudder as a cool breeze gushed through the school cafeteria, I was cold and Jinjin would always hug me whenever I'm cold.
I watched as he hugged her closer to him, then again, I wish she was dead...
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You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather
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"Hey, can I get my sweater, I'm getting cold."
"Oh sure."
I grabbed it from my bag and gave it to him, he put it on and smiled at me, "Thanks, I'll give it to you tomrrow, okay?"
"Sure."
"I'll get going, can't be late for soccer practice, I'll see you tomorrow!"
The next day, I entered the classroom, I saw as he laughed at what she was saying, she had his sweater.
The ball ring and she got up to leave to her classroom, she walked past me and smiled, I forced a smile and sat next to him.
"God, she is amazing!"
"You gave her your sweater."
"Oh yeah, sorry about that, she asked for it so I gave it to her."
"Oh."
"Don't make a big deal out of it, it's just polyester." He laughed.
My heart was hurting, everything was hurting, how everyday he drifted apart from me.
"I wish I was Heather." I whispered to myself.
"What?"
"Nothing."
It's best if I just let him go...
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This has been based off of true events:(
I fell in love with my best friend and I watch as he fell in love with someone else...
But I hope you guys enjoyed this. I know it was kind of sad but I haven't done a song prefrence in a long time.
I'll update soon when I have time but for now...
WASH YOUR HANDS AND WEAR YOUR FACE MASK.
BE SAFE.
-エオス
