Secret Feelings | 2kim

nineteen.

minjoo

i went towards the bathroom to see if she would still follow me. chaewon stopped walking after i passed the doorway. "you're not coming in?" i teasingly asked her.

"w-what?! no! i will w-wait h-here…" she stuttered and her face is already red which made me giggle. "don't fall asleep yet," i told her. 

—

and she's sleeping…

i went under the blanket and put my leg above chaewon before snuggling on her neck. i felt a pair of lips bumped on my forehead so i looked up to check if chaewon was awake. 

she's not. 

i proceeded to hug her gently and kissed her on the neck. "i love you," i said before drifting to sleep. i got startled for a bit when her right arm moved to hold me by my shoulder. 

did she hear that?!

—

"i decided that i will confess to chaewon now, like, today!" i said bravely to the three. "unnie, why don't you want me to join?" wonyoung suddenly barged inside our room, pouting like a baby. 

"no, wonyoung, i'm scolding the three of them," i answered and smiled as i tried to push wonyoung out of the room. "unnie, why are you pushing me?" she asked so i immediately locked the door.

"but chaewon is the type to confess first" yuri said so i glared at her. "i don't fucking care" i told her. "what if she rejects you?" nako asked so i gave her a glare next. 

"stop opposing my plans, she won't reject me!" i said. "i'm just saying that because you got rejected last week," she added. i already forgot about that and she's reminding me?!

"so what will you do?" hiichan asked while playing with her sweater paws. "if she's going to r-reject me… i will kiss her so she will change her mind!" i proudly said and laughed at my own plan because of how great it is. 

"i'm going to chaewon, i want to kiss her so bad-" as i opened the door, chaewon was standing right in front of me. i closed it immediately and hid underneath my blanket. 

i heard the sound of the door opening so i held tightly on the sheets. "you're early today" yuri told chaewon but she didn't respond. "is that minjoo?" she asked.

nako grabbed the blanket away from me and i met chaewon's eyes. "h-hi?" i greeted her and smiled awkwardly, i hate nako so much. "oh chaewon, by the way, minjoo wants to tell you something," yuri said excitedly. i hate you too, yuri.

"chaewon, don't listen to them!" i shouted and stood up from the bed. i covered chaewon's ears and dragged her out of the room, far from the three. 

"what are you going to say?" she asked after i stopped covering her ears. "n-nothing, they are just making fun of me!" i told her and she just looked at me, confused.

"minjoo, you are such a coward!" yuri shouted while peeking from the door. i tried chasing her but chaewon held my wrist, pulling me closer to her. 

"you want to kiss me?"