Born to be Brave {Divergent High}

Chapter 14

Tobias and I are intertwined in each others arms. I breathe in the scent of soap and sweat! it always calms me down.

I pull away from him, "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why to I push you away from me, but you always fund a way back to me, why?"

"You can't push away the person you love Beatrice," he says in a calming tone that soothes me. I blush when he says my name, nobody besides my family calls me that.

"You do realize I'm just extra baggage you have to carry, right?"

"But I'm willing to carry you wherever you choose to go," he sees at me with his menacing blue eyes, "I love you Tris." "I love you Tobias."

When I get back to my house, I'm not shocked when my parents aren't there. Tobias shuts the door behind him theme walks over to the couch. I sit next to him and I muzzle my head into his chest.

"When do you go back to school?"

"Tomorrow, why?"

"I was just wondering," I say as I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Why are you trying to get rid of me?"

I shake my head, "Why do we always have this discussion?"

"Because I want to know why the girl I love is always pushing me away," He says louder then he should.

"We are somewhat together for a couple hours and we're already arguing!"

"I love you Tris, but you're stubborn!"

"I think you should go Tobias," I say as I push him towards the door.

When we get to the door he turns around and faces me, "I just want to let you know, I haven't dated anyone since we broke up 15 weeks ago, I haven't slept with anyone, nothing, because I waited for you."

I stare into his mesmerizing blue eyes that glisten in the natural lighting beaming through the window. He waited for me, even when I told him not to.

"Well, I think you need to change that, Four."

I watch him walk out my door towards his house next door. I really love him, more than anything else. Why am I pushing him away? Why do I do this to myself? Forcing myself to believe I'm doing the right thing.

It's too late now, he's going to move on. I don't think I can take it anymore, I past the breaking point. I feel a tear stream down my cheek, then I lay on the couch, drifting off into a deep sleep.