My Solemn Pact (Austin Mahone Story)

************* Having people make fun of you...day after day..having them mock you...call you names.....That was my life. The only reason I pushed through it, was to see my best friend. I used to be that girl who thought she was a low life, thought she was ugly, thought that she was stupid and believed everything people said about her. But when he left, that was the day everything changed. I changed that day. I was no longer that shy girl that ate lunch in the bathroom because everyone made fun of her. I wasn't that girl that they tripped in the hallway so she spilled her books all over to floor. I wasn't that girl that just let people make fun of here. I was not that girl who let people bring her down, that girl that never got the last word in. I was NOT that girl that was afraid to speak her mind. No. That day.....I changed. I stood up for myself, I was no longer afraid of what people said about me. I am that girl that when people trip her, she gets right back up and trips them. Gets even, gets revenge. I am no longer that girl that just lets people make fun of her, I get right back up in their face. I told people what I was thinking and what was on my mind. I am no longer that girl that wears sweatpants and sweatshirts because she is scared of what others think of her.

That was the day everything changed. That was the day I changed.

I made a pact that day: Never...would I ever.....forgive him.....Never would I forgive Austin Mahone and what he did to me. Not if he said sorry a million times..Not if he begged on his knees with his hands clasped tight, beggin me please. Never.... Never will I suffer this pain again.

That was the day...I made my Solemn Pact.

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(It starts with one)

One thing I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know

time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal

Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn't even know

Wasted it all just to

Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so (far)

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter