My Solemn Pact (Austin Mahone Story)

Chapter 6: HeartBreak and a broken rule...

Heyyyy so this story is kinda moving slow well idk it depends on who you are. I think its kinda stuiped on those stories where the guy leaves her or does something stuiped and then like the chapter after theyre like "ohh! forgive me!" and all that jazz, and then the girl is like "Of course!" and jumps back into his arms forgetting everything that happened. Ahahha. SO yeah. Thats why this is going at this pace. And Yeah...this is a very emotional chapter.. Everything Wyn has been holding in, finnaly comes out. You get to know a few things about her. And you also get to here some songs she wrote. When I was writing this chapter....I literally had tears in my eyes....haha yeahh. Shutup. hah jkay! Anyways.....prepare yourself and read onnn! VOMMENT!(: and fan! and the song is "My hands by Leona Lewis" LISTEN TO THE SONG WHILE YOU READ THIS. it fits perfectly. I got teary eyed when when I was listening to this song. Yupp. Its true.

As my fingers brushed against the pictures I had, memories flashed through my mind. As I picked up each picture frame, I studied them closely. I never had the guts to get rid of the pictures. No matter how much I did change. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Each picture held a specific memory....each of these memories I held closely. They were the only thing I had of him, that stayed with me; that didn't leave me. A few tears escaped my eyes but I quickly wiped them away. Remember your pact Wyn. Remember it. I plodded over to my closet and opened the door. I moved the racks of clothing, looking for the thing I had stowed away. I jumped back when something fell forwarded and thudded against the ground. I looked only to my guitar I had also hid. I sighed. I picked it up and placed it on my bed. Continuing to move my clothes, I finally reached the shelf in the back of my closet. I moved a few old and dusty books and finally found it- My songwriting book. Not many people knew I wrote songs. Only my mom and my best friend Tessa. Austin would of taken you along if he knew you wrote songs. But no, you were to shy and afraid to tell him. You ruined everything. A voice nagged inside of my head. No. Austin left on his own. There was nothing I could of done or said to stop him. I siged. How would you know? You didn't try to do anything. My heart clenched as my head and heart were having conflicts. I shoved them aside and picked up the journal and my guitar and headed out of my room, out of the house, and made my way to the field. When I made my way to the field, I sat down in my favorite spot; the place I always went. With Austin. SHUTUP! I groaned. I am talking to myself. How pathetic. I sat down Indian style, I didn't care that my dress was now riding up my thighs, no one would see me for miles. I had on my Peter Pan Pink Neckline Dress. And no, it didn't actually look like Peter Pan, it was a Pink dress, featuring a peter pan collar with flower embellishment, controlled waist, pleated to the main, a zip fastening to the back, soft lining design. Basically, white on top, a bow on the waist, and beige was the bottom. It went down to about mid-thigh. I had paired it with my light jean jacket, and my Taupe Suede France Strapped Boots, they were perfectly distressed taupe suede boots featuring split sides and wrapped strap detailing with brass buckle closures. I loved them! My bloneish brown hair was pulled back into a French side braid. I pulled out my notebook and began scanning through the songs. Most of them were about Austin leaving, People picking on me, People liking me now that I was "changed" and just other things that were on my mind. I flipped through the pages and one caught my eye. I took a deep breath and started strumming and before I knew it, the words flowed out of my mouth :

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

my body shook and my vision was blurry. But this was my only way of letting it out.

I miss you

I miss your smile