It started with a bet, interest, love, the urge to dominate, jealousy and grudges then death comes. If only at that time I wasn't there and he is not there, If only I live my life in peace never bother to stuck my nose into other business, i wouldn't be here crying over my pathetic life. If only I listened to my own voice, I doubt that I will have this invisible puppet's string on me. While i have to suffer and waste my tears for other, He is there watching me and haunting me with my past that was left in darkness.
"Stop dreaming Sierra, you may be a legal husband and wife but he won't even spare you a single glance or even love you" I took a long shower while your mind replaying the scene last night with that bastard Lucas.
"DAMN!!" I punched the mirror in front of me as blood dripping out from my hands. I cried again because i am so weak. I tried to put last night incident was Lucas fault but i just can't because i lowered my guard and that happened to. Maybe I was too addicted to Luke that I allow Lucas to do me.
"I thought i already prepared myself to be hurt when i accept this job from him" I smirked over my own stupidity. Right now i just want to go to the company and do what i supposed to do. I still remember back then when Deigo Hein come to the WA. He was trembling under 'his' gaze just like when i was just arrived at WA. The man who turned my life upside down and the one who holding my life past and future will never be decided by myself because he shackled me with the thinnest string yet it's dug into my skin the moment i tried to resist. If I keep struggling, i wonder if i can make it out. Even if i succeeded, im probably full of wounds.
After i finished my long shower, a call come in and it makes me laugh. "Mr.President...do you miss me already?" The caller laughing creepily as I tried to stay calm but I failed again. In front of him, I just cannot hold my emotion inside then it burst out.
"My,My it's been a while since you cried because of someone else. I'm little bit hurt you know my little princess~" I shivered just by hearing his words. We're miles apart but it feels like he is in front of me looking intensely at me.
"W-when will this end..." I started to calm down but the tears on my cheeks won't stop rolling. He chuckled and said soon but i don't know when will his soon come because he said it every time i asked the same question to him.
"No worry dear, it will be pretty soon...I cannot left my little princess get hurt more than this you know~" He is playing me around . He ends the call with his 'goodbye kiss' but it warms me inside at the same time it becomes my reminder of my sins.
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Crying again
Action"Hello? Luke-" I called my Husband as i tried to keep my consciousness from fading away because of the damn drug the kidnapper put inside my wine. "What do you want? I won't be back tonight. i have appointment" Luke talked to me with the same cold...
