In another world

In another world; ch 18

In another world; ch 18

I rushed out to my balcony. "What, what are you doing here?" I whispered. He just looked at me. He looked like he got no sleep, and his eyes were red. Ryan.

"I miss you. Please, just let me explain." He tried reaching out for me, but I dodged his hands. "If you're here just to go suck face with my sister," I moved away from the door. "Go ahead. Se's probably waiting for you." He shook his head. "What? It's the truth. You look like you enjoyed it. Plus, I know she did. I mean, she has a boyfriend already, what the hell is wrong with her? Her boyfriend gets hurt, and I end up having to take care of-" Ryan pushed me against the door. "It's not what you think what happened. You're wrong, just listen to me, just once." I smacked him across the face. He just shook it off. "I deserved it. Just let me explain. 5 minutes." I nodded quickly, and he said, "What happened was, I came over, looking for you. I saw someone on your bed, so I just walked in from your balcony. I finally realized it was your sister, and she started flirting like a freaking animal. She kissed me." I glared at him. "Yeah, well she didn't force you to kiss her. You didn't push her off you." He looked down. "You're right. I'm gonna go Thanks for even listening. Just know, I'm not going to give up." He whispered the last part. I nodded, walking back into my room. But I was stopped by Ryan. He hugged me quickly, and I just stood there. I wrapped my hands around his waist pulling him closer. "I missed you, too. Goodnight." I stood on my tiptoes, kissing his forehead. He looked even worst as I did that, and I brushed his cheek with my hand. I ran back into the room, shutting my balcony doors and closing the curtains. Zac was up, looking at me. "You should forgive him. It sounds like he did something wrong." I sighed. "If you only knew," I muttered. "Huh?" I shook my head. "Nothing." He nodded. "Oh. I'm gonna check on Chasity. See you soon, hopefully." I frowned. "Don't worry kiddo." He said. "I'm older than you." I reminded him. "Oh, yeah.." He laughed, walking out the room. I frowned. I finally was able to get sleep. I ran over to my bed, and jumped in opposite side from Anastasia. She deserved the rest more then anyone. I laid my head on the pillow, praying to God. "Dear God, I know you're out there. If you can hear me, please. Just please, make things right, for once. I wouldn't need anything else." I groaned, knowing that God was up there, but he was probably too busy to listen to my needs. There were more people who needed things other than I, who only wanted a bit of her life to end up going in the right area. I sighed, falling asleep quickly.