Darling Depression

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Dear my darling depression,

You drive me absolutely INSANE. It started off small, then it grew and grew. You used to watch me from a distance, now you sit on my shoulder and whisper little things here and there JUST to start trouble. You and my anxiety didn't used to be acquainted, now you two are the bestest of friends.

I wish that you'd leave me alone sometimes. I need time for sleep. But no. You and my anxiety insist on having full-on conversations while I'm trying to go to bed. I've almost had enough with you two invading my space.

I can never focus fully on anything because you're a constant pain in the ass. You're an obstacle that's always in my way. You think that it's funny whenever I'm pushed down and you laugh and laugh and laugh.

You see me at my darkest hour and you don't shut up. You torment me, you laugh at me, you say that I'm useless and that I should go kill myself and remind me how worthless I really am.

You make me feel like I'm nothing and, just to shut you up, I'll shut myself up...forever.

                                                                                                               Love, Your Victim

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