Somedays I'm just way too tired to do anything. So, I just flop down on my bed and stare at the ceiling.
After awhile, I might get bored or hungry and go the kitchen and get something to eat. But after that, I resume staring at the ceiling again.
I'm not in the mood for reading, writing, playing video games, watching movies or YouTube, anything. So, I sigh and stare at the ceiling.
If I get a text from one of my friends or someone, I ignore it. If I DO get on YouTube, I make sure to listen and watch some REALLY depressing shit. Or if I'm not in the mood to do anything at all, I don't even look at my phone for the entire day.
I try my hardest to get up and out of bed, but I can't. It's like my back has been glued to the bed and I'm stuck. So I lay there and try to distract myself from going completely crazy.
Most of the time, I don't even feel like coming out of my room, so I stay in there. Whenever I get hungry I usually either ignore my stomach and starve myself or find something inside my room to eat since I'm a food hoarder.
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The Quiet Kid's Diary
RandomThis story is basically me writing down my feelings. Enjoy with caution. Some content may be too graphic for some readers. Always practice self love and don't forget to spread kindness to others as well. Love you guys.