Not Right Now

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 Somedays I'm just way too tired to do anything. So, I just flop down on my bed and stare at the ceiling.

 After awhile, I might get bored or hungry and go the kitchen and get something to eat. But after that, I resume staring at the ceiling again.

 I'm not in the mood for reading, writing, playing video games, watching movies or YouTube, anything. So, I sigh and stare at the ceiling.

 If I get a text from one of my friends or someone, I ignore it. If I DO get on YouTube, I make sure to listen and watch some REALLY depressing shit. Or if I'm not in the mood to do anything at all, I don't even look at my phone for the entire day.

 I try my hardest to get up and out of bed, but I can't. It's like my back has been glued to the bed and I'm stuck. So I lay there and try to distract myself from going completely crazy.

 Most of the time, I don't even feel like coming out of my room, so I stay in there. Whenever I get hungry I usually either ignore my stomach and starve myself or find something inside my room to eat since I'm a food hoarder. 

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