You ever feel like you're in slow motion? Or trapped in the past? That's how I've felt for fucking EVER. It's EXHAUSTING.
Adults who had good, innocent childhoods always like to say: "Damn. I miss those days. It was a simpler time."
When, in reality, they don't have a single fucking clue how tiring and hard it is to be a kid.
I personally like to say I had a pretty shitty childhood. Especially in my later years.
However I WILL say that I was blessed with an amazing mother so it wasn't so bad. But this mother of mine took a step too far in protecting me from this harsh world of ours.
As a result, I never really learned how to do a LOT of stuff that all my other peers were already doing with ease. Like getting my license or having a bf or gf. Or, hell, learning how to control my emotions as well.
This results in a LOT of people calling me childish for my actions when they don't understand that it's not necessarily my fault. I basically am still a child. I don't mean for my emotions to get out of wack. It's just how I am.
I HAVE been trying though. So that's at least good. But....it's been stressful....
Wish me luck!
With Love
Marcus aka the lonely ass person writing you this
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The Quiet Kid's Diary
AcakThis story is basically me writing down my feelings. Enjoy with caution. Some content may be too graphic for some readers. Always practice self love and don't forget to spread kindness to others as well. Love you guys.
