How many times is it going to happen? How many times am I going to be thrown away? Left the die all by myself with nobody else there. How many? Honestly. Can someone please tell me.
The amount of times I've been cast away, rejected, pulled over to the side and told that I wasn't good enough for someone anymore. I've heard and seen it all multiple times over....but when will it end?
I'm tired of hearing all the laughter as soon as I leave the room and it dying when I enter. I'm tired of running into all of my 'friends' and only doing small talk. I'm tired of being that person who doesn't have a best friend to hang out with.
I'm DYING on the inside and NO ONE else sees that at all and it's like I'm completely invisible to EVERYBODY else and that NO ONE EVEN CARES.
I've tried to talk to people about it but NO ONE LISTENS TO ME.
I feel like I'm going CRAZY and nobody even cares if I sink or swim.
I want a best friend to hang out with....but I can't. I don't want to be like this....but I have no other choice. I don't want to be replaced.....but I know that, in the end, that's exactly what's going to happen because no one cares about me.....
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The Quiet Kid's Diary
RandomThis story is basically me writing down my feelings. Enjoy with caution. Some content may be too graphic for some readers. Always practice self love and don't forget to spread kindness to others as well. Love you guys.
