Whenever I'm sitting at the back of the class and everyone else is all sitting next to their friends and talking, I feel isolated aF.
It feels like I'm all alone and that it'll never change. That I will never change.
That thought scares that absolute crap out of me, even though I'm used to loneliness and not having friends, the thought of being completely alone scares the shit outta me.
I know I'm missing out in life and I desperately want to correct that....but.....some parts of me don't want me to....
My anxiety constantly holds me back from doing the things I want to do and from going the places I want to go. And when it's not my anxiety, it's my depression that holds me back, telling me that I'd never be good enough....I don't like it...not at all....
But, you can only try and hope that you succeed....and I hope that all of you who are feeling the same way succeed as well. No matter what you wish to accomplish later in life. Do it. Even if no one(including yourself)believes in you. Just know that I do and always will.
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The Quiet Kid's Diary
RandomThis story is basically me writing down my feelings. Enjoy with caution. Some content may be too graphic for some readers. Always practice self love and don't forget to spread kindness to others as well. Love you guys.
