mine and only mine (sold to my mate)

Was It All A Lie

Xavier: before Layla and Nate went back to find him

Layla had been gone for so long and i was starting to get worried so i left to go and look for her....

I followed her scent but how i wished i hadn't. There my Layla was in the arms of that guy Nate. I stood and watched the scene in front of me and my heart was breaking by the second, my Layla started go on and on to Nate telling him that she was right here and whatever. I seen the way they were looking at each other, i seen the love and joy they held for each other. I couldn't continue watching this i wasn't angry with Layla or even Nate i was angry at myself for ever thinking i would be able to make her mine after all the pain i had caused her.

I walked away leaving them to be happy with each other. I prayed to the moon Goddess that Nate would look after Layla and love her with everything he had and i prayed that somehow Layla would one day forgive me for all the hurt i caused her.
I have to let her go, i knew i couldn't keep her for my own it was a selfish thought especially after all the pain i caused her, i made Layla cry to many tears. Now i want only to make her happy, that's what i need and if it means i have to say goodbye to my love i will do that for her. I will leave her to be happy even if she's happy with another and not me.

As i walked away i couldn't hold back the pain of loosing my mate i was completely broken now, my wolf was howling and trying to fight me to go back and get our mate but i couldn't do that so i blocked him out, i knew this was for the best for my little Layla.

'this is for you Layla i love you and so i will leave you but please understand I'm not doing this because i don't want you, hell i want nothing but you, but your happiness is more then my own selfish needs to have you my love. Stay safe for me okay. Nate watch over her for me and thank you for loving her the way you do she really needs it, she deserves it, 'that was the note i left with one of the maids to give Layla i couldn't just leave her without a word she needed to know i wasn't just abandoning her because i had no love for her.

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Layla POV (current time)

A maid came to me with a sympathetic look as she handed me a note, she told me that Xavier had asked her to give it to me.

When i read the note i fell to my knees my Xavier had gone, not just was he gone but he had left me. He left me without even talking to me about my feelings.

'No!'

I got up and ran past everyone my dad, Nate, Luka, all of them but i didn't care i wanted my mate and only my mate.
I was looking for Xavier and it was getting quite late and i was growing more and more uneasy by the second i needed my mate..... It was getting late my feet were starting to really hurt but i didn't give a damn i was going to get back to my mate, my Xavier. I wanted so bad to swear him but also to just be held in his arms as i would snuggle up into his chest.

"Xavier pleaseeee. Where are you Xavier. Damn you for leaving me how could you think i wouldn't want you ha isn't that my decision you dog!!!" i was yelling at e top of my lungs in the middle of nowhere.

I continued my yelling and searching for him. I was giving up maybe he had already heard me, maybe he already seen me looking for him but seen i was weak and thought leaving me was the best decision he could have ever made. My mind was going on and on about all this i couldn't, i just couldn't i needed him here with me. I looked up to the heavens above and fell to the ground shielding my eyes with my arms as i cried. It was cold outside and i only noticed that now, i couldn't move i sat there crying my heart out then i heard him......

Xavier POV

Layla why the hell is she sitting here in the middle of nowhere its freezing and I'm in wolf form yet she's sitting in her human form. Then i heard it, she was crying. Why the hell was she crying if Nate did anything to make her cry i wouldn't be held responsible for my actions when i seen him....

I shifted back and approached my Layla very slowly.

"L.. L.. Layla w... W.. What are you doing sitting outside here love ammmm why you here alone its not safe. Layla?," her head lifted up and i seen the pain in her eyes.

Layla POV

"is.... Is that what you really want to know ha. Is that really what you care about. Why... Why Xavier why did you do this to me ha, what have i done for you to hate me so much. Was it all a lie ha," he tried to cut in after i asked him why he hates me and if it was all a lie on his part but i didn't give him a chance to talk tonight i was going to say it all i wasn't going to care cause i already felt dead and empty there was nothing more he could take away from me nothing at all.....

"was it all a damn lie that you love me, was it all a lie when you asked me to give us another try.... Was all this a stupid way to hurt me cause if it was then well done Xavier well done you broke me, you finally broke me are you happy ha are you tell me?, "i walked over to him and i was throwing punch after punch at his chest. He still hadn't talked or even flinched he just looked at me with pain and regret.

" did you bring me back home just to leave me, did you say all that you did as a last strike. Talk dammit," by now i was yelling my head off at him. "did you mean it when you said you loved me was.....," before i could finish Xavier was holding me tightly in his arms and his lips connected with my own, i was hiccuping by this time because i had been crying so if i wasn't so upset i would of found it hilarious that i had been hiccuping throughout the kiss.....

Xavier and Layla POV

Xavier - "i didn't lie,l...i...i didn't leave you because i wanted to i swear i didn't mean to hurt you Layla i just wanted to make you happy for ones just ones and i seen yours and Nates love for each other. I know you told me to stay back but i got worried when you were taking long to return so i came to look for you and that's when i seen it I'm sorry Layla,"i was looking deep in her eyes as i spoke, she still had hiccups and was still crying slightly. I used my thumb to wipe away the tears that fell and began to stain her cheeks.

Layla -" i... I... I am happy, you are my happiness. You all that i want Xavier, p... P... Please don't leave me Xavier. Nate and i we just friends i promise please Xavier I'm... I'm sorry."

Xavier - i just couldn't believe how lucky i was my Layla was so perfect even after all i did to her she still only wants me and is even apologising. I was so wrong to think of leaving her i wouldn't be able to live without her, i loved her way to much.

I wiped away her tears again and pulled her to me as i kissed her again. "I'm never going to leave you my love, you belong to me as i belong to you. You are mine to me!," i smiled knowing that she knew my last words were from her favourite show the jungle book.

"lets go home now, back to our home and our pack."

We said our goodbyes to her friends and family. Nate wasn't a bad guy after all, he was quite cool actually and his mate was so sweet, he actually thanked me because he said now he knows that Layla is truly loved, if i could leave her for her happiness it showed it all......

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