Your Doll
Why are you the way you are
On minute you seem like
The Best thing that this
World can ever do to me,
But then you can also be
The worst thing that I have
Ever and will ever know
Why do I even feel like this?
I said to myself that I will
Never again feel it but now
Now that I know you I can't keep to that.
I hate myself for even knowing you
At times, but just another smile
From you change everything
You stealing my heart right
Out of my clutched hand.
How can this even be possible?
I try so hard to say away,
But when I do all I think
Of is you and your smile.
You make plans to see me,
But do you think that you will
Ever see them through
You say that I am special,
But you never act like I am
Yes your words make me
Think that it’s so true but
Your actions towards me
Makes me feel that you
Never want it to be.
I feel like I am your doll
That when you feel lonely at night
You divide to take me down for
A game or two, but when the sun
Rises you put me back up there
And act as if I never existed
In your life not even as a friend
I am over playing this game
That you are into
I think that you should look at
How you are acting and make
Up your mind on what you
Want, coz I am over playing
This gamiest either me
Or not once you have made
Up your mind let me know
So I don't have to sit here
I am over feeling empty
Just want to feel complete
Again, but I just
Guess at this point in time
It’s not meant to be
Why just like someone
When you can love them
Or in fact even
Die for them
