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It's the start of my new journey. Highschool feels a bit weird as I stand on the field of my new school.

"Ohh.. Highschool huh"

I muttered looking at the whole Campus.

I'm Nessa Cassidy, freshmen, the third and youngest in the siblings, with a conservative and religious family.

I am now checking my name in every room. I'm a bit nervous as I'm too shy being approached by strangers. My eyes widened with excitement as I saw a familiar face.

"What? You also signed up to this school? I thought your family moved to another state? "

I burst out slapping my bestfriend Lehm.

He was startled at first by my slap and heard him laugh after.

"Can you not slap someone like that? "

He said still laughing

I also laugh remembering his startled face

"I didn't tell you coz just wanna surprise you."

"We only went to Miami for Vacation."

He explained smiling at me

"You liar! "

I pouted slapping him again

We ended up in the same section which means we're going to be classmates in all of our subjects for the whole year.

First day is fun. Seeing half of my classmates in gradeschool studying here, we ended catching up most of the time since all we did in our meetings are mostly introductory and some instructions for us freshmen.

The last hour is such a drag. Our Teacher in Language made us wrote some info that she instructed in a 1/4 sheet of paper. Well, who would bring school materials on their first day?

I raised my eyebrows and surrendered.

"But this is the First day. And I don't have paper."

I whispered to my self flipping my pen on my fingers

Glancing around, I was like the only one who's not working, so I turn around sneakily hoping for a kind person at the back.

I was about to say something but was caught in my breath seeing a beautiful girl sitting just a foot away from me. She's looking down concentrating on her paper.

Those dark brown eyes which makes her long eyelashes standout. Ow wow She is so cute the way she concentrates on her work. Her hair is in a wavy ponytail, and those lips. Ohh those lips...

Wait, what??

I winked a few times coming back to my senses hearing her giggle.. Damn, she caught me drooling over her..

"Hey.. Umm.. Can I borrow a piece of paper? I kinda forgot my things in my locker."

I said hiding my embarrassment.

She just smirked and handed me a a piece of paper without saying a thing.

I nodded and gave a small thanks before turning around still in red face.

I bit my lip realizing what I said.

Oh Shit. We don't have our locker yet. Well not until tomorrow as the keys will be handed to us after class.

"Great excuse Nessa." I muttered to my self facepalming

The teacher let us home after half an hour. I never glanced back to her again. After fixing my bag, I quickly walked out of the room and leaned on the near end of the hallway waiting for my bestfriend.

"Sorry for waiting. Let's go home Ness." Lehm signals as he walk passed me

"Hey, come on."

"Nessa?? "

Lehm tapped my shoulder arking his eyebrows.

"uhh.. Yeah" I said snapping out of my thoughts.

"You okay? You're a bit . . . Umm.. reddish?" He checked my face a bit confused.

"Umm Yeah.. Ju-just tired.. Why is it so hot these days? Umm.. Come on.. Our friends are already on the gate." I said fast walking so that Lehm won't ask me another question.

We made our way outside the school and walks a bit to the mainroad before taking our ride home.

...

I'm home now laying in my bed looking into space.

I can still remember the scene. Every goddamn detail of it.

The embarrassment.

"Did I really drool? "
I asked out loud with the pillow on my face.

"Nooo waaayyy!"
I screamed rolling on my bed

As I calmed down, I got to think of her again while looking at the white ceiling on my room. I remember her name. We are oblige to wear our nametag on the first week inside our campus so that explains it.

"Mariah"
I said out loud.
Thankfully I'm alone in my room.

"Dang it!"
I shaked my head..

I never had a crush on a girl since birth.. So what is this? I asked myself confused.

Yes I'm boyish.. I don't know how to walk in a girly way, I'm a basketball player, I love sports actually and can play both guitar and drums, but I am not a Lesbian.

I am not right?

Umm . . .

I have an older sister and a brother, but since my sister studies in a 2hour drive in private school, she just seldom comes home.

Which leaves my brother and I to bond and play more. We always play basketball and do boy stuffs together. Even the way we move and our posture is the same and it made me feel a little cringe thinking about that.

That explains why my bestfriend is a guy. But Lehm is cool though, he's the only person who I can share everything in my mind without being weirded out. I always hangout with guys in my early years so I ended up being like this.

Girl stuffs sucks anyway.. Like wearing heels, do makeup, being seductive to boys, like eeww.. That's too cringing and uncomfortable.

We're also Catholic, always been active when it comes in religious matter. My parents always reminds me what is right and wrong, to always be polite to everyone, to know who to be friends with.

But this new feeling, from seeing this girl made me confuse and terrified as hell..

" What is this?"

"This is just a crush right?."

"Yah, She's just really pretty and I'm just Amazed by that. "

"Yep. That's all.. That's it. "

I convinced my self scared to what I'm feeling.

After a while I decided to get out of my room to watch something on tv.

I need to focus my mind on other things.

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<* Just want all of you to know that English is my second Language. So grammatical error and putting punctuation mark still confuses me. Advices and suggestions are welcome and kindly appreciated.. Thankyou for reading this book.

I'll be updating every three days.

Characters are all fictional🤭😁😂

Kiss*>

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