Let's Fly Together

2

Months have passed.

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School

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Home

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School

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Home

Same routine Every single day.

Waking up to get ready for school, getting scolded by my homeroom teacher for being late, attend morning classes, go home to eat my lunch, attend afternoon classes and sometimes play with friends after class.

But on those few months, I tried very hard not to approach Mariah again.

I always ended up asleep on class after all. But there's always a time that I can't help glancing at her direction.

Like right now, at this very moment. What can I do, my eyes always find her. I tried distracting myself but always ended up staring at her.

"Great!"

I sighed leaning my face on my desk

No improvement at all.

School is fun though. Being in freshmen year, subjects are easy. You can pass without studying. Well, that's my case for now.

My results are not that high, but atleast in a passing grade so I don't have to worry about failing.

And we're in a public school, so failing are for those who doesn't attend their classes or for those who always caused trouble.

We also play a lot after class, like basketball, volleyball, or anything, mostly me with the boys in our class. I will be just as energetic as a wild beast when it comes to playing. I'm happy being at school with my friends and just by seeing her presence.

Ow shit.. I really have a crush on Mariah huh.

Well,  I have a confession.

When I said earlier that I tried hard not to approach her that was really true. But I always eavesdroping when someone talkes about her or if she's talking to her friends...

Oppsss

Heh

I found out that she's one of the top in her class back in their previous school. Complete package right? She's also the quiet type and intimidating kind of person.  She has a blunt personality. She will say what ever she thinks when she's annoyed, that's why people gets hurt by her comment sometimes.

She has a circle of friends. Just watching her in the sidelines laughing with them gives butterfly in my stomach. She's just that beautiful.

I tried to act normal and avoided her as much as possible. When ever our eyes accidentally met, I always stiffened up but will eventually smile at her before averting my eyes elsewhere. She will never know how everytime she meets my eyes, every cells in my body blows up like a fireworks in a nighy sky lighting up the ground.

So this is how it feels like to have a crush on someone. It's not that I don't like the feeling but it's not that I like it either.

I am

SCARED.

Scared of what will this lead me to.

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It's our free period and the hot weather is not so friendly today.

I am standing near the doorway to feel the afternoon breeze facing Lehm who's talking to our close friend MJ.