stronger together /marcusandmartinus ff

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Wir gehen gemeinsam ein Stück. Marcus setzt mehrmals zum sprechen an, aber findet offensichtlich nicht den Richtigen Anfang: "I... The... Uhm... It isn't a fake. The photo of me kissing this other girl at the airport.. It's not an edit...", zerstört er gleich am Anfang meinen letzten winzigen Funken Hoffnung.

"But it's not what it looks like. She kissed me. Just pulled me to her and kinda pressed her lips against mine. I... I was so confused that there was this one moment, where I couldn't realise it and did nothing. This has to be when the photo was taken.
But I swear that one second later I pushed her away.
The kiss meant nothing for me. I haven't felt anything. It wasn't the same as kissing you...
I searched through Instagram to find a video, which provides that I pushed her away, but the only one I found was the one with Martinus infront of us.
I.. I probably wouldn't believe myself if I were you. It sounds so unreal and like a dumb excuse, but it's real.", erzählt er.

"But why haven't you told me this before? We could have gotten through this without all this.", erwidere ich geknickt.

"I.. I don't know... I was just so scared that you wouldn't believe me or break up with me. I love you.", genau wie mir laufen ihm langsam Tränen über die Wangen.

Nach ein paar Minuten, in den wir schweigend nebeneinander her laufen, fragt Marcus mich zögerlich: "So what's now? The fans asked all the time, whether she was the girl I talked about in this interview, where I said that I'm in love with someone, but I wasn't talking about her. I was talking about you. And I couldn't even said that I have a girlfriend, because I don't know whether we are still together... Selena, I just need to know.. Are we still a couple or do you want to break up with me?"

"I.. I don't know Marcus.", antworte ich wahrheitsgemäß. Ich weiß nicht, was das hier zwischen uns ist. Wir benehmen uns nicht, wie ein Paar und es fühlt sich falsch an zu sagen, dass wir nicht mehr zusammen sind, aber genauso falsch fühlt es sich an zu sagen, dass Marcus und ich nicht mehr zusammen sind. Ich mag ihn immer noch, aber ich weiß nicht mehr, ob es reicht.

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Finally a new part🎉🎉
Gott ich hatte ne Schreibblockade oder nur Motivationsprobleme (keine Ahnung wie ich das nennen soll, hat mir mein Handy grade vorgeschlagen) 😅😅