What If?

"You sure?"

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The night sky is clear, the moon shining, the stars glooming...it was beautiful out. "So, tell me again why you want to be a Marine?" Jacob asks me, I look down at my lap and chuckle "And don't say because of the 'challenge' " He says smirking. 

"Yes, it's that reason but I guess the main reason why I want to go into the marines is because it pushes me, far beyond what I can handle limit wise mentally and physically..and I don't know, the military has always been something that I thought was stupid and a waste of time, I guess I just wanted to prove myself wrong" I say, looking up to him. His lips turn into a smile as he raises my hand to kiss it.

 "Hm...you won't be saying that when you're waking up at 0500 in the morning having to go to PT" Jacob chuckles and looks at me. It dawns me a little because he's not the first one to tell me that but he also doesn't sound so supportive either of my decision. "Do you think I'm capable of being a marine?" I ask him, "I mean...since you're one, You know the ropes of it, of boot camp and being in the fleet, Do you think I could do it?" I look at him, Jacob's eyes squint a little as he drives, intensifying his grip slightly to our intertwined hands.

 "Hun, you're capable of anything. Anyone can finish anything when they're forced, but what counts is those final seconds to do one more push up, one more sit up, speed up on your mile even though you want to pass out and throw up. That's what makes a Marine, do I think you can do it? Yes but your mental physic, you're not completely there yet, prepared I guess I can say".

"I mean, I don't think you can be 100% prepared for something like that" I tell him, he looks at me then looks back at this building, a hotel...called the Red Roof Inn.

 "Well I do agree but now we're at the place where i'm staying at and I think what we should be discussing right now is what we are going to eat right after we go in and sit for a little bit" Jacob says while parking the car and reaching over the backseat to get my bag, "What's in here? A body?" His eyebrows knit together and he chuckles before getting out of the car to open my door, "Ladies first". I get out of the car and flash him a smile while I follow him into his room, he opens the door and leads me, he puts down my bag on the table and goes over to the wall next to the t.v to put his phone on the charger. I kick off my sandals and walk over to the bed, sitting criss cross applesauce style. "Comfy there?" He says, making his way over to me. 

"Why indeed I am" I smile at him.

 "Are you hungry at all?" he asks, I nod while laying down, I'm hungry but I sure am beat from today.

Suddenly, Jacob lays down right beside me. "Thank you for not bailing on me by the way, I know I've only talked to you for practically two days but I really like you, I don't know what it is but I'm just so drawn to you.

 "Really?" I ask him, he nods and moves closer...he lays his head on my chest "I'm just so comfortable with you, when we're on the phone speaking, to seeing you for the first time in my car to now, you're amazing" He tells me and snuggles his head into my chest. I don't know what to say, I mean I feel the same way sort of....the comfortability and that natural vibe, I haven't felt this way ever......not even with my ex boyfriend. "How about some food?" I ask him and he slowly gets up and looks at me "Okay" he says and gets up.

 "I have to use the bathroom real quick and change" Jacob tells me, "yeah, me too" I say and walk over to my bag. I unzip my bag and realize that the only shorts I brought were my spandex shorts, not my regular shorts. Fucking hell  I mentally say to myself while I grab them, I look behind me to see if he's out of the bathroom and slide my pants off, and put the shorts on. I change into one of my sweaters and lay back on the bed, waiting for Jacob to come out.

"All ready to go?" I look up and see Justin walking over to unplug his phone, he grabs his keys and his wallet..I stand up and I immediately see his eyes drop down and back up "Uh....please tell me you're not wearing that?" he asks.

 "Why? what's wrong with it? Too much skin showing?" I say, playfully while walking to the door. "Oh my God, you can't do this to me" He pleads while wrapping his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him..I feel his hot breath whisper in my ear.

 "don't be a tease" I giggle, not only do I feel his lips brush against my neck softly but I also feel something hard pressing against my lower back. Keep it together J, keep it together My  mind says, "Enough playing around, I'm hungry" I chuckle and I hear him huff, I intertwined his fingers with mine and we walk to the car, he opens the door for me and we drive off.

"So....Where are we going to eat?" I ask him, "Not anywhere inside" He answers, his eyes trolling down to legs with that smirk of his. "Ookay...so where then?" I ask him and he just sighs and thinks for a bit. 

"Taco bell?" He suggests, I nod and direct him to the nearest taco bell while trying to bring up a conversation starter. "So....this band that you were apart of when you were in North Carolina, do you miss it?" I ask him. 

"yeah, it was pretty fun....we became well known in the area, it was pretty sick" He smiles and goes on his phone. 

"Hey, no texting and driving" I say, his eyes shot up at mine and he chuckled, "We're at a red light for one, so I'm not driving and two it's not texting...it's pulling up one of my songs" He laughs and proceeds with what he's doing as I sit back and watch the red light. "This one is called Paranoid, it's about feeling nervous about someone leaving you...I wrote it when I was depressed but it was a hit". He turned up the volume and the music started playing, I liked it. A lot. 

"It's pretty good, I like it" I tell him, he smiles at his phone.."I'm glad you do" as the song played, we soon arrived at taco bell. We ordered and got our food and started driving back to the hotel, I start unraveling the paper to eat my taco, but a few bits of lettuce and cheese got on his seat, luckily he didn't notice..I  flicked the crumbs into the bottom of the seat.

We made it into the hotel room and started digging into the tacos and his cheese quesadilla. "Dammit..they put sour cream in my taco" I whine and Jacob laughs, "Want mine?" he asks while handing me his taco. "No, you don't have to" I tell him, but he proceeds to give it to me. "Thank you" I tell him. 

 "What's mine is yours" Jacob says and takes a bite out of his quesadilla.

We cuddled in bed and watched "Big Mouth". My fingers playing with his curly hair, he suddenly sits up and looks at me. "You're so beautiful" he whispers and looks at my lips. "Uh oh " I think, my mind suddenly going into frenzy mode. He then gets closer to me, his face moving towards mine...gently kissing me on the cheek and moving over to my lips, he pauses and before I knew it...his lips gently met mine, we became in sync. Our lips moving in the same motion, gentle and soft, yet fierce with compassion, I feel his hand grip my thigh, the other hand cradling my face. I laid down with him hovering over me...his knees gently spreading my legs so he can be in between me, feeling his hot breath kiss down my neck and back up to my lips, his hand trailing from my neck, to my collarbone, to my waist...all the way to where I wanted it the most. Then, I felt his fingers rub against me...hard...and fuck did it feel good. "You sure you wanna do this? We don't have to tonight" He whispers in my ear but I grab onto his belt, slightly tugging on it. He got the message quite clear, and took off his shirt....then his belt....then his shorts. I took off my sweater and I look down seeing Jacob ripping off my shorts, he pushes me back down into the pillow and rubs himself against me, teasing me. "This is what you get for teasing me earlier, your ass is mine now" he says, he then slides his hand into my underwear and his fingers enter me slowly as he starts speeding up the pace, two fingers in me, one finger teasing my clit. "Fuck" I moan out..."You like that baby?" he asks me in his raspy voice, suddenly he pulls his fingers out and I see him take off his boxers. He positions himself in between my legs and cradles me, I then feel him enter and what I had thought was him completely filling me up I notice his mouth reached my ear as I felt his hot breath against it...."That was just the tip baby girl".