Dear journal. I've never done this before but I try if this is my thing. So it's about 5 hours until I'm going to stand on the X Factor stage and sing. I'm going to sing ''Isn't she lovely'' by Steve wonder. I'm in a band and we haven't played for so many people. but when we did I got a so big kick . I've always dreamed about singing in front of a big crowd. And I'll always wanted to addition for X Factor. But I was too young so now it's my turn to stand on that stage and sing.
Just after my audition: I was so nervous. I sat waiting for them to call my name. 10 minutes before I was suppose to go on stage. I ran in to the bathroom to fix my hair and stuff. And then I see a guy who stood in front of the mirror fixing his hair. I don't know why I just stood there and looked a him. but I just did.
He turns around and says ''oops!'' And direct after. I say ''hi'' awkward! I walked to the mirror and started fixing my hair he seemed a little bit shy at firs. But we did get along really well. We talked a little bit and then it was my turn to go on stage. My heart pounded really fast and it was hard to breath. But I was confident enough to calm myself down a little bit.
