Chapter 8
“Leave me alone Vic” I said and stood up and opened the door I was leaning against.
“Kellin no I need to talk to you” He followed behind me.
I was emotionally drained and I’ve only been here for 4 days. I don’t know how I’m going to last a month, let alone another day. I felt so panicky and on edge ever since I’ve been here and I just want to erase my memory from all of this. I sat down on my bed in a huff, not wanting to hear what he was saying.
“Kellin-“ He started but I cut him off
“Stop” I wasn’t in the mood for him talking right now. I needed to take a shower and go be with the other guys. I didn’t want to hear what he was going to say because I know its never going to work out between us. Our relationship was and is never going to last long. I was staring at my hands which were nervously playing with my boxers. I wish I had been able to put on pants at least, I felt awkward being this exposed to him while we were arguing. “Please leave” I said and put my hand up so he couldn’t protest anymore. I walked past him and into the bathroom, this time locking both of the doors.
I looked in the mirror at myself and I looked so pale. I looked like I hadn’t slept in weeks and my hair was a mess, even more so since I hadn’t brushed it this morning. I splashed some cold water on my face and kept my mind at ease. I needed to think right now, and not over think but not under think. I can do this, I can steer clear of Vic, or well I can try at least. Even though I’ll probably be stuck writing with him again anyways. I sighed and shook my head, not wanting to think anymore. I did my business in the bathroom and took a shower. I walked into my room and was happy that Vic wasn’t there anymore. Good.
I got changed into a pair of black skinny’s and a pinkish reddish tank top. I put on some TOMS and walked down to the studio where all the guys where. I hoped none of them had heard my outbreak of Vic this morning, but judging by their expressions when they saw me, that had, or Vic had told them. I sat down across from Vic, beside Tony.
“Alright” I heard someone say, I turned to see it was Dan. “Vic, Kellin, you guys almost done with writing?” he asked. I didn’t want to talk so I left it to Vic to answer.
“Um, well we still need to work on it a bit. We should go do that now, right Kellin?” he was trying to get me alone with him, how smooth.
“Well wait, Dan do you need to talk to us about anything?” I was pleading he wanted to ask me a question or too but he simply shook his head.
“I’m still working with Mike, don’t worry” he smiled at me. Fuck, cant he help a guy out here? I sighed and turned back to Vic who seemed nervous. I got up and walked out the room first and down the hall to where we were working last time. I didn’t bother waiting for Vic, I knew he was right behind me regardless. I walked in a sat down on the couch feeling already done with today. Vic sauntered in a moment later and sat across from me.
“If you say one thing that isnt music related, im out of he-“ He cut me off mid-sentence.
“Your dad said he would kill you if I didn’t break up with you” He sped through it quickly so I couldn’t tell him to stop.
“What?” I said in disbelief.
“Your dad threatened me, or well you, that if I didn’t end our relationship he would kill you.”
“Are you kiding me?” I said with a laugh
“No Kellin, he said that hes the one who broke into my house that night where he made it seem like I cheated on you, he-he got people to follow us around for weeks Kellin. I-I” he started stuttering I was laughing the whole time.

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Love Won't Last Forever (Sequel to FWLF)
FanfictionThis is the Sequel to "Fear Wont Last Forever" so if you have not read that one, please do! *Disclaimer* Involves some triggering chapters and boyxboy content! You have been warned ;) After Kellin spends 4 years of writing his feelings out. Him and...