Love Won't Last Forever (Sequel to FWLF)

Chapter 23

A/N - I am sorry about the lack of updates, all of my chapters were lost so i wasnt able to type for awhile, seeing as that everything was lost. But haza! I have found them :) So updating shall continue to 1-2 chapters a week, depending on school, work, and other activities i may do! I hope you enjoy, and also thank you to everyone who is reading and i absolutely love reading your comments :') 
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Chapter 23

“Are you sure we should tell them?” I asked Vic for the umpteenth time already

“Only if you’re comfortable with it” Vic said, his hand tightened around mine as we approached the building. I wanted everyone to know I was with Vic, of course I did, but the small smidge of fear that the guy who raped me would find out still kept me on edge. I know I shouldn’t let it bother me, Vic and the guys keep saying he only said it to scare me (which he defiantly succeeded in doing so) but it’s too traumatizing to forget. I finally nodded back at Vic.

“Okay, we’ll let them know” I replied with a nervous smile. He leaned over and pecked my lips before we both hoped out of the van and entered through the back of the building. We were playing a small show here in San Diego since the new song ‘King for a Day’ had finally been released. So, all of Sleeping with Sirens flew out here for a surprise concert. The fans only knew I was here but they don’t know that we’re also going to be playing a few songs tonight after Pierce the Veil.

Vic and I had been deciding whether or not we want to inform our fans that we were in a relationship. Everyone knows Vic is gay, so they probably won’t be all that surprised, maybe a few will even be happy. I know a few of our fans think we are already in a relationship (due to our saucy video chat with fans). My fans however don’t even know I’m gay. I’m not afraid of losing our homophobic fans or upsetting a few die-hard fan girls. I know we may gain some simply for the fact I’m gay or we may lose some for the fact I’m gay. Either way, our real fans will stay. I already ran it through with Alana and our manager, so they know that within in the next hour everyone will know I am gay and am in love with Vic.

I was nervously gnawing at my bottom lip and playing with my wrist bands. Jesse, Gabe, and Jack were yet to arrive and I couldn’t wait to see them. Jesse was a very good friend of mine; I met him when I was in the hospital I had to stay at while I was getting better. He was the only one who understood how difficult it could be sometimes, so I was grateful to call him a friend. Mike and Tony were both doing these funny looking stretches on the ground, my mind was wasn’t focusing enough though so I never really laughed at them. Jaime was talking with Justin; they both seemed to be hitting it off. I was so happy they were getting along very well, I’m not sure if anything is going on between them yet but I can defiantly tell something will be soon. Vic was- hey wait where’s Vic?

I spun around and tried to see where he was. There were a lot of people here setting up the stage and getting all the chords correctly plugged. I walked outside and scanned for Vic. He was walking towards the door with 3 other guys. I instantly smiled.

“Hey!” I said and jogged over to them, giving them all a small bro-hug type thing.

“Long time no see Kellin,” Gabe said with a smile. It had been a 2 months to be exact, since I came here at least. Wow, a lot has happened in 2 months. I shook my head, dismissing my thoughts.

“Yeah” I replied

We all walked in talking, Vic’s hand was intertwined with mine and every now and then his thumb would brush against the top of my hand and it’d give me small butterflies. I feel like a teenager around him sometimes, god. When we got in we quickly formed a small circle, all talking about how we’ve been. Everyone here knew about my, uh, incident, but no one brought it up which I was thankful for. It was nice being able to talk with everyone again, I missed it.