If I disappear

Life of a sinner

Yoongi

A few weeks had passed since the whole panic attack incident and to be honest, things seemed to be looking up for me. I moved in with Jungkook and his mother, the reason being the fear his mother had for me.

She offered a place to stay until I found somewhere I could go to and I took it. As for Jungkook, he's lightened up a little but still hasn't told me his story. Understandable.

"God I'm so glad summer break is here, I almost dropped out." Jin says with a wide grin, "Eh who knows, we still have next year."

Kooks rests his arm on my shoulder, looking down at me with eyes stained with pure bliss.

"Don't forget this time Yoongi, we have a group planned thing in two weeks. Mark it down." RM instructs, opening the door to his car.

The others all laugh, getting into either their own car or the car of someone elses,"Yeah yeah, I'll make it."

Rm smiles before getting in his car and driving away. Kooks sits in the passanger seat, impatiently drumming his fingers along this thigh.

"You okay?" I question, gently grabbing his hand and giving it a tight squeeze. He nods, my touch seemingly unnerves him.

"Let's go home, maybe you're having another episode, or about to."

"No no no, that's not it. I'm okay, but yeah home sounds good."

"Home it is."

Kooks has been acting a little starge for about two weeks now. I told his mom with a sense of worry but she only smiled and told me, "She knows what's going on, mother instinct."

When we get into the house, his mom stands in the kitchen, just finishing up making lunch and already heading to her paint.

"Can I talk to you for a moment?" I ask, fidgeting with my ring.

"Sure, Kookie! Lunch!" She calls, quiclky walking to her mini studio, "So what's bothering you?" She asks, her eyes on her canvas with determination to finish her painting.

"It's Jungkook. Today he just seemed worse and when I held his hand to stop the tapping he just started shaking. Did I scare him?" She laughs, nearly spilling the blue paint.

"I think I should tell you but he hasn't even told me yet, I just know."

"Know what?"

"Someone has a little... Crush."

"Really on who?" She laughs again, nuding my arm, "Lunch is on the table, eat up."

I nod, feeling so stupid for not knowing what her puzzle ment. If you can call it a puzzle.

"Hey Yoongles, I was thinking about us going on a road trip for a few days, you in?"

"Really? Where did you have in mind?"

"Daegu."

I choke, coughing out my words, "Daegu? Why there?"

"So you can... See you mom."

"Kook you know she's dead right?"