NCT Imagines

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"Are you seriously mad about that?" Actor!Jaemin complained, groaning while putting his jacket on the hanger.

Your boyfriend recently got the role as the male lead in a drama. You, as a supportive girlfriend, was proud of course. But your heart sunk when he told you the genre was romance. Being the male lead must've mean there was a chance where he gets a kissing scene, and to be honest, you weren't exactly proud of that.

You weren't exactly the type of person to get easily jealous, but seeing him holding hands, hugging, kissing and other PDA related things in the streets of korea freely was just enough to push you over the edge.

You didn't answer his question, instead you paced around your apartment, Jaemin tailing behind you.

"Come on, Y/N. We've talked about this many times!" Jaemin groaned, stopping as his eyes follows your pacing around the room.

"This is a part of my job! Those PDA stuff is just acting!" He reasoned, but seeing that you weren't gonna budge, Jaemin rolled his eyes, clicking his tongue in annoyance.

"The kiss didn't mean anything," he started,

"Do you not trust me?" Jaemin suddenly raised his voice, making you stop. Your back facing him.

"Is that it? You think that I'll cheat on you because of a single kiss?" He says, stepping closer towards your frozen body.

"If you did think that then you-"

Before Jaemin continued, he was cut off when you faced him as tears streamed down your cheeks, the droplets falling towards the ground and some rolled down your neck.

"You think I'm mad about that?" You started. Your voice low.

"I was jealous Na Jaemin! Jealous!" you yell, finally pourimg out your emotions.

"Why would you be jealous? She doesn't mean anything to me!" Jaemin yelled back.

You took a deep breath and shook your head at the boy in front of you, clearly in disbelief.

"Why don't you trust me?! I would never do that kinds of things to you! You know I would never-"

"Jaemin!"

Jaemin stopped, his eyes travel to your shaking figure.

"It's not about that..." you whimpered quietly, shaking your head as your hands made their way to cover your face.

"It's not-" your voice got stuck in your throat as your feet slowly grew weaker. You walked backwards, when your back hits the walls, you slid down. Hugging your knees as loud sobs filled the room.

This is the first time you guys had a big fight. Usually you'll bicker on something small, like health and rest. You would usually end the arguing, but this time you actually don't know what to do.

Jaemin's hand was shaking, he was never the one to yell at you. It was a first to him too.

"Y/N," he mumbled your name softly as he made his way towards you.

He crouched down to your level, putting a hand on your shoulder as he rubbed it soothingly, his knees were now on the floor. Your sobs sounded painful to him, he couldn't help but engulf you in a hug, patting your back.

"Why..." you started.

"W-why can she kiss you in public?" you managed to say,

"Why can she hold your hand without having to worry?"

"Why can she hug you when it's cold outside without worrying?"

"Why can she do those things and I can't?"

"Why do I have to hide when I'm going out with you?"

"Why can't I hold your hand in the streets?"

"Why can't I hug you when It's cold outside?"

You stopped, trying to calm your breathing, hugging Jaemin tightly, burying your face on his now wet shoulder.

"Why can't I show everyone that you're mine?" you cry.

Jaemin can only listen as his heart felt like it broke into tiny pieces.

Have you been keeping these things all to your self?

He remembered clearly the day when Jaemin announced to his manager that he's dating you. You were happy when his manager is okay with him dating you, but Jaemin soon notice that your smile faltered when his manager said that you should keep your realtionship a secret. Nonetheless, you agreed with a heavy heart.

Jaemin's hug tightens with every sob that escaped your lips. His big hands drew circles on the small of your back. When your sobs calmed, he opened his mouth to say sorry, but you beat him to it.

"I'm sorry," You say,

Jaemin broke the hug, and faced you.

"Why are you sorry? I should be the one saying that," he says softly, cupping your face with his hands. He wiped away the tears that was streaming down your face. He slowly leans in to your cheeks, showering both sides with small kisses.

"I should be a supportive girlfriend, b-but I'm sitting here complaining about your job." you managed to say, it was a quite difficult to speak when Jaemin was kissing your cheeks rapidly, he added a bit pressure as he kissed you, causing your cheeks to get squished.

"No," Jaemin said as he left a longer and soft kiss on your forehead.

"You are a supportive girlfriend." he smiles softly, looking at your swollen eyes.

"But-"

"You're allowed to feel those things, Y/N. You're my girlfriend," He chuckled quietly, that teethy grin showing, making you fall even more for him.

"I'd be a bit weirded out if you didn't actually get jealous." He chuckled again, as he left a kiss on the bridge of your nose.

"But next time, don't bottle up your feelings, okay?" he says. You sniffed and nodded your head, giving him a weak smile.

"I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this." his smile faltered, his hands were now back to cupping your cheeks, his fingers rubbing your cheeks in a soothing manner.

"No, it's a risk I signed up for. And I can assure you, I'm willing to take it." You smiled.

Jaemin smiled from ear to ear when he heard you say those words.

"That's my girl." he leans down and gave you a loving kiss on your lips, the taste of coffee on his lips made your heart soar.

As you pull apart, Jaemin engulfed you in another hug. This time, causing you to fall on the carpet floor. Both of you in a giggling fit.

"God, I probably look like a witch right now." You chuckled, staring at Jaemin's beautiful brown eyes.

"Nope, in my eyes you look exactly like an angel." He grinned.

"You're only saying that because you love me."

"Caught red handed."

"You're a dork, Nana."

"But I'm your dork."

"Damn right you are."