Hoseok's Baby Boy

19.

I ran to the Taehyung's hospital room, leaving Jungkook and the rest of the people that came. I want to know if he is okay, not like I really care or anything. On the way I push past people and I listen to them curse at me as I don't care for anything else, but not forgetting the room number.
"Please let him be okay." I say quietly to myself almost running out of breath. I turn a corner groaning. My eyes meet a large flight of stairs.
"I can do this." I encourage myself. I start to run up the flight of stairs smiling knowing that I am doing a good job at this. I haven't done this in a long time, I'm surprised that I haven't stopped jogging up the stairs yet. I used to do this for exercise everyday when I was in elementary school when I had practice. I finally made it up the stairs and get to his room door. I gulp thinking that he isn't in the best state right now. I was about to open the door when I hear voices. It was Taehyung and Yoongi having a conversation.          "If you want you can stay with me." My heart pounds as I know he accepted the offer. I sigh heavily and listen on their conversation, they weren't talking about much. A nurse comes around the corner.
"Um, hello. I'm the nurse of this room. Do you want to go inside this room? Are you a friend or relative of this patient?" She says trying to make sure I wasn't doing anything illegal. I stare at her blankly trying to see what I can tell her. I know she will probably think I am crazy if I tell her  that I don't want to go in anymore, because I'm afraid of embarrassing myself with a full red face. I straighten my body correctly with a perfect posture and state.              "I'm a friend of this patient, but I''m waiting for my friend to come out." I had a nervous smile planted on my face. She just nods and then gives me a bright smile. She walks inside talking to the both of them. I look away for a second and focus my attention at my feet tapping the floor out of anger. Why am I like this? Why are my emotions all worked up like this? Why do I care for Taehyung all of a sudden? Why am I mad at Yoongi like this? He didn't do anything wrong, right? I need to go to someone for guidance. Namjoon. I can go to Namjoon. I look back in the half open room and see Yoongi signing something as he smiles. Are those release forms? I get madder. I wanted to sign him out. Why did I just think of that?! I run to the bathroom locking myself in one of the stalls. What is wrong with me? I shouldn't be caring about him. I put cold water on my face and sigh heavily. I walk out of the bathroom and down the stairs feeling upset. My ears burn thinking about what just happened. I walk back to the others and sit back down on the chair sulking. Namjoon puts his hand on my shoulder. He stares at me and asks if I'm okay. Just as I was about to answer, Taehyung and Yoongi come out  walking towards us. I guess they made up after all this time. I guess that's good. We all apologize to Taehyung about what happened and we all go home. I decide to go with Namjoon, so we can talk. Namjoon calls Rose telling her that's he is going to be out for a while. I look down at my hands in my lap spacing out. Namjoon snaps me out of my trance.
"Are you okay, Hobi?" He says looking over at me reassuringly. I nod my head and blush looking away. Tell him, he won't judge. You can tell him anything. Those words kept popping in my head.
"Are you sure, Hobi? Talk to me, please." I nod and began to tell him my feelings and thoughts lately, especially how I felt when I went to Taehyung's room. He chuckled and I looked at him puzzled.
He said, "It's just what you go through when you feel one way about someone... you love." I look down blushing more. We sit in silence a while.
"Hyung.."
"Hm?" "I think I like Taehyung."