Chapter Five

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"Ember sweetheart can we talk?" I ask when I get back to our room "What's wrong?" she asks when I sit down next to her "Remember how I said that I'll wait as long as you needed until you were ready?" I ask and she nods

 "We can't wait anymore...if we don't do it by day six there is a very large chance that it'll kill you and the chance is greater since you're a virgin and I haven't marked you yet" I  say looking at the floor 

"So if we don't do it...I'll die" she says with her voice breaking at the end "Yeah...I'm sorry, I really do want to wait because I know it's your first time and you should wait until your ready but if we don't you'll die and..." I say feeling tears fill my eyes.

I look up at her "I can't lose you...you're the only one I have left, and the thought of losing you breaks my heart and I know that I don't want to live in a world without you" I say feeling them fall down my face, 

She jumps into my arms "You took the words right out of my mouth" she says and I smile then after a few minutes we pull away "I trust you and I won't back out this time...you're my mate I trust you with my life" she says smiling.

I kiss her gently "I don't know what I would do without you" I whisper so quietly that I could barely hear it let alone Ember hearing.

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*Mature scene kinda*

We laid in bed watching t.v. for a while when I feel intense heat come off of Ember 

Damn it

She whimpers in pain, I turn off the t.v before turning towards her "It's going to be okay...I promise" I say hovering over her and she nods as I lean in and kiss her,

She kisses back harder as her fingers lace into my hair gently tugging on them, after a few seconds the kiss became more heated and I grind my hips into hers making her moan and I slipped my tongue into her mouth.

I slip my hands under her shirt before taking it off and I move my lips to her neck making her head tilt back as she sighs, I slowly removed our clothes and place gentle kisses all over her front.

"Are you ready?" I ask her placing my forehead against her's looking into her beautiful eyes, she nods before I push into her a bit making her whimper "It's okay, I'll go slow" I say grabbing her hands lacing our fingers together before going forward.

She squeezes my hand as I kiss her cheeks down to her chest then once I'm fully in she sighs out "Take as much time as you need okay" I say kissing her again, "I'm okay" she says making me nod and move my hips, I let go of her hands to press them into the bed so I could hold myself up.

After a while, she asked me to go harder and faster and there was no way in hell that I was going to say no to that,

She claws at my back making me groan as my face is pressed into her neck.

"Ryan" she moans "I know just wait a second I'm almost there" I say feeling myself getting closer by the second "Now sweetheart" I say letting go and my hips stuttering and my fangs come out, going into the soft skin of her neck as I mark her.

*Mature scene over*

we stay in that position for a few seconds before I roll over and lay down next to her "So that's what everybody means when they talk about sex" she says making me laugh

 "Yeah it is" I say moving onto my side to lean against my arm to look at her "That was amazing...thank you" she says with a smile

 "Can I tell you something?" I ask her "Of course you can" she says scooting closer to me "That was the best I've ever had" I say.

"Are you serious?" she asks and I nod "Yeah...it's probably because it was meaningful and I care about you a lot instead of just having the intent of getting myself off" I say and she smiles "I don't know what to say...I mean I can't say I've had better" she says laughing, I shake my head and laugh

We fell asleep and when I woke up it was five hours later 

It's over finally, 

I put some clothes on and went down to the kitchen to make Ember and I dinner.

Then after a while, I feel arms wrap around my torso and I look behind me to see the top of Ember's head "Hey how do you feel?" I ask her "Good...it's over" she mumbles and I smile "I'm glad it is...I hate seeing you in pain" I say turning around and wrap my arms around her, 

"I'm glad you were my first" she says with her face pressed into my chest making me smile at the feeling of her next to me.

"I wish I had waited for you" I say truthfully "I don't...everything happens for a reason and I wouldn't have it any other way" I smile at that, we ate our dinner and lay back in bed to watch some movies 

"Thank you for being in my life" I say kissing the top of her head seeing that she had fallen asleep

"I'm sorry that I'm saying this while you're asleep and I don't know if you feel the same yet but...I love you so much" I say then drift off to sleep myself with a smile on my face.



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