Gone // Nct [Book 2 of letters]

one.

(Narrator pov.)

Have you ever met someone suffering from depression?

Have you ever related to how they felt?

Does it ever cross your mind that they're really hurting?

These are questions nct ask themselves ever since sicheng passed.

Truthfully speaking, not many people understand the meaning of 'depression'.

yes it's feeling sad but not the way people feel when their pet dies or when you fail a test of some sort.

Depression is fucking real.

You can never tell if someone is depressed unless they physically show it and even then you may think it's just a bad day.

No one wants everyone up in their business but sometimes they need to in order to save someone's life and sadly, sicheng was one of them.

It's been two weeks since the passing of the younger and nct hasn't been the same since.

There's not a day that goes by without them feeling sad and at fault for his death.

They never knew how much he was hurting and because of it he's.....gone.

If only they payed more attention to him then maybe, maybe he would still be here today.

Today is the funeral of sicheng and it's gonna be a hard day for everyone.

Yuta wasn't handling the situation as well as the others thought he would, the boy has red puffy eyes, tear stained cheeks with tears occasionally strolling down them, and he wouldn't even eat or come out of his dorm.

Ever since he found the younger he's never been the same, no one has.

The fans know about the whole situation and let's just say they took it just as bad as everyone else.

There were hashtags trending in a matter of seconds causing nct's twitter to crash from the mentions they kept receiving so they logged out.

Sm tweeted out that the funeral will be private so the members won't feel so overwhelmed with a bunch of fans surrounding them.

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Currently the members were getting ready to head towards the cemetery for the burying of their dear friend. It was going to be an emotional rollercoaster for everyone and the company was nice enough to let them all be off for a month to recover from the incident.

20 minutes later and they were so ready to get this day over with.

lies.

Not a single member was ready to watch their friend be buried and get to never see him again.

Today everyone was each other's support system, they needed one another for the day and for many, many other days.

On their way to the cemetery you could hear nothing but occasional sniffles and 'we'll get through this together' here and there.

The weather wasn't helping either, seoul was undergoing a huge thunderstorm which set the mood 100 times worse.

No one imagined this day to come, especially since it included one of their band mates.

15 minutes into the drive the cemetery was in clear view for the boys to see.

As soon as the car parked nobody dared tried stepping out.

This whole day would be such a drag and not one of them were ready to go through with it.

They missed him so so much..

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this is officially the first chapter of gone, I hope you all enjoy this short sequel uwu
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The other chapters won't be up for about a week sooo if you want, leave some ideas on what I should make this sequel about
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If you haven't read letters then you must read that first before you start with this one
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shdjd okay bye now<3