Have you ever felt the numbness spreading from your head all the way down your spine when he said "leave me alone."?
Do you hold it in and lock it deep inside your heart when he says that "you're not the one anymore."?
Would he know how much pain he caused you when he left you hanging without saying a proper goodbye?
Will he ever know the way you cradle yourself to sleep at night crying your soul out?
Tear by tear, sliding down your flush-red cheeks, causes you to shiver as it rolls down bearing the coldness of your surroundings.
Trembling to each breathe you take in, cursing your existence in this world.
Staring into pitch-black space imagining his ever so angel-like face.
Hugging the warmth of his hoodie he left behind the day he gone away made you speechless and sour inside.
Remembering those bittersweet memories that were made between this four walls left you mesmerized in deep torture.
Holding your breathe in. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. The seconds passed as in the ever so slow orbit of space.
Giving out big sighs as you accept the facts that he's gone. Knowing that he has a better chance of living a full life without your existence comforts you.
When would he realize the hurt he caused you?
When?
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