I am done being strong,
only to be hit again.
I am done crying,
only to fall apart again.
I am done wondering what comes next.
What now -
What am I to do?
I am done attempting to live in a world,
only to find I don't belong.
I am done trying to c o n n e c t,
only to find no one understands.
I am done trying to find what to do next.
What now -
How do I deal?
What am I to do?
How do I pull through?
I am done having hope,
only to have it squandered.
I am done looking for the light,
only to discover a world of darkness.
I am done clinging onto what comes next.
What now -
What else could happen?
I will never pull through -
What am I to do?
How much worse can it get?
I am done speaking up,
only to be silenced.
I am done speaking my mind,
only to apologize.
I am done pleading to find what comes next.
What now -
WHAT NOW!?
I have nothing -
to say,
to do,
to hear,
to believe.
The sun is not coming to end the long night
and the endless space is here to stay.
Only leaving -
what now?
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Waves of Grief
PoetryThere are more than just five feelings that people have when they are going through the grieving process after losing someone in any circumstance. The following is a collection of poems I've written to explore these other feelings. How you can hope...
