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You aren't my brother,
But you were.

People ask questions,
How do I respond?

How do I live,
When you died?

How do I become older,
Than my older brother?

How do I live a full life,
Knowing you never did?

How do I keep going,
Leaving you behind?

How do I live to be 100,
After you died at 18?

How do I not follow,
And join you up there?

How can I think,
It is better here without you?

How do I explain,
The pain you have caused?

How do I share,
I will never move on?

How do I tell,

I'd rather die
than be here.

How do I share,
I hate you,
Because you left,
But I love you
Because you were here.

I know why,
I know how,

It's
Because

you only thought of you
Never me.

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