You aren't my brother,
But you were.People ask questions,
How do I respond?How do I live,
When you died?How do I become older,
Than my older brother?How do I live a full life,
Knowing you never did?How do I keep going,
Leaving you behind?How do I live to be 100,
After you died at 18?How do I not follow,
And join you up there?How can I think,
It is better here without you?How do I explain,
The pain you have caused?How do I share,
I will never move on?How do I tell,
I'd rather die
than be here.How do I share,
I hate you,
Because you left,
But I love you
Because you were here.I know why,
I know how,It's
Becauseyou only thought of you
Never me.
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