I will never be better.
I will never be okay.
I will never forget.
Never.
I can never forgive,
And I can never put up a brave face.
Never.
I will never fully move on.
I will never know
What could have been
What I could have done.
Only 15 years together
Which leaves a never ending list
Of everything we could've done
Never to be completed.
Never going to a wedding,
Never seeing your bride,
Never knowing your future,
Never because you died.
You left me with a list of things
I never get to do.
Never seeing my future husband.
Never seeing my future kids.
Never passing on another smile.
Never allowing my heart to heal.
Never answering my burning question,
Why?
Never telling me,
What I could have done.
Never another hug goodbye
Never another proud high five
No more memories to share,
Only memories to keep in my mind.
The time has stopped,
I can't get out of bed.
I am losing my mind,
It hurts,
And I have to ask why?
Did you never think what it would do?
Could you imagine mom's face
When she found out?
Could you imagine the heavy hearts
Of your siblings?
I never stop crying,
I never stop imagining
What if you were still here?
Until an answer is reached,
I will long for you.
But I will never forget.
Never forgetting,
The good.
Never letting go of
The bad.
Never ridding of
The ugly.
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Waves of Grief
PoetryThere are more than just five feelings that people have when they are going through the grieving process after losing someone in any circumstance. The following is a collection of poems I've written to explore these other feelings. How you can hope...
