I don't know why I did it.
It's almost liked my mind blanked and all I cared about was my mental health and not my physical.
But I didn't want this. I didn't fucking ask for this! You know how many people have given me shit for it! For once I wanted to forget it....
But that's what I said last year. The only difference was last year I said that for a whole month. This time I only did it for three days. I can't keep doing this though. It's hurting myself and the people around me. Days of ignoring the problem never solves anything: I know this.
So why do I keep doing this?!
Maybe it's because I want to be a normal teen. Maybe because years ago when I imagined my teen years, this isn't what I saw.
Why did I have to be put through this?! I often find myself confused by the world and the questions that would upset it's residents. If there's a God, why would he/she put me through this? Does God hate me? Is he sending a punishment for something I've done in my past?
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Trans!Ftm x Fandoms (Watty Awards 2019)
FanfictionThis was made because there aren't very many of these. Oneshots included so far include characters from.... Voltron, Percy Jackson, Until Dawn, Detroit Become Human, Hnkna, YouTube, Supernatural, Alice In Wonderland, SallyFace, Marvel, OHSHC, Camp...
