Gun shots, all I could hear was the gun shots as I jolted awake, I looked at the time and saw it was six in the morning, well that's more sleep than I thought I would of had so it'll do. I walked over to my bathroom and started my normal routine. Brushing my teeth then taking another pill, washing it down with water. After that I went back into my room and grabbed my cigarettes, then left to go into the garden.
I sat on the bench and lit up a cigarette, inhaling it in.
Most of my mornings were like this, waking up from my past. It's a lot to go into so I won't bother going into it.
"Mind if I join you" I heard El ask, "Of course you can, no need to ask" I laughed a little. I could feel everything around me, it all felt calm and quiet. I guess this is one of the reasons why I rely on Xanax so much, it keeps me feeling calm, my head doesn't feel so loud anymore.
"So the gig is tonight, you're still coming right?" El isn't much of a morning person, but she still somehow gets up not long after me. "Yeah sure, make me a coffee though please, and roll a blunt. I wanna feel wavy tonight" I smirk, I can have a good time tonight, I've just got to get myself to that level.
El takes my cigarette and has a drag before nodding then heading inside the house.
I can't imagine life without El, she's my best friend and I thank every day for her. Although I feel like I'm not healthy for her sometimes. Then again she's got her shit to deal with, so we're kind of on the same page.
"Coffee, milk and sugar at your service" El joked passing my coffee over, "Why thank you dearest" I laughed.
"So where are we going" I asked while taking a sip of coffee.
"Just downtown a bit, never heard of the place but I know it's only a small one so we'll be close to all the acts!" She beamed, "Oh! And I'm getting some shrooms tonight if you want me to grab you some?" El can literally read my mind, I smirk at her and she smirks back.
"Wavy baby" we say in unison and laugh.
A few hours passed till we started getting ready, we both went into our own rooms and got ready. I decided on wearing black ripped jeans along with a laced long sleeved crop top, also black.
As for make up I never do much, just my eyeshadow and mascara. I pulled my bright blue hair into a high pony tail and with that I was done.
"Hey B, you ready yet? We gotta pick up the shrooms!" El called out, so I quickly grabbed my back, shoes and Xanax bottle just incase.
Leaving my room I see El standing by waiting. El wore a long black skirt with slots and a velvet dark red top, I always loved her style. She wore what she wanted even if it didn't always match, she could always pull it off.
"Cabs outside lets go" we started to walk out but I quickly grabbed my cigarettes from the side and shoved them into my bag.
A/N
Once again sorry if it's shit to whoever reads this 😂
