My Only Sick Boy Soldier

Untitled Part 3

Warning: Chapter does talk about self harm and depression I'll put *'s around those parts so you can skip it if you want to. 

When I woke up I knew exactly where I was, because his scent was all around me. I was in Emerson's arms. I could hear him humming, so I knew that he was awake. I wanted to stay like this for a while longer, but I needed to use the bathroom. So I looked up at him, and he seemed startled that I was awake.

"Did I wake you up?"

"No, I'll be right back though." I got up and went into the bathroom. While I was in there I brushed my teeth and hair, then I changed into some long pants because I was cold. When I came out Em was reading a book, so I sat down next to him and read along. 

"Do you have any idea what's going on in the story right now?" He asked closing the book.

"No, but you're warm, so I like it here." I say burying my face in his chest. He put his arm around me and opened his book back up. I turned on the T.V. and fell back asleep felling safer than I had in a very long time.

"Emerson, Y/n do you want anything from the store?" Remington yelled from the doorway. I jolt awake, making Em jump. 

"What did he ask?"

"He's wondering if you want anything from the store."

"Get me a monster and some fruit please." I yell in Remington's direction

"Make that two monsters" Emerson yells to his older brother. I go back to my place with Emerson's arm around me and open my instagram. There it was again, a post on my story. A picture of me curled up with Emerson. I let a single tear slip from my eyes, then cover my face with the blanket. 

"Y/n what's wrong?" he asked me trying to get the blanket off my head. 

"It happened again," Now I'm full on crying.

"What happened again?" I throw my phone at him from under the covers, hoping that it doesn't hit him in the face. "Oh my god." 

"I knew that it would happen again." I yell burying my face further into a bundle of pillows. 

"What happened?" Sebastian rushes into the room, and Emmy hands him my phone. This causes Seb to freak out. "Y/n come on, we are going to go talk to someone that works here." He pulls the blankets off of me. 

"It's no use, we're leaving tonight, and wont be back for a few months. And if it doesn't blow over by then I'll contact the proper authorities." I say standing up. 

"Deal" Sebastian says, engulfing me in a hug. He's an actual giant. When he let go I sat back down next to Emerson and he put his arm around me as Sebastian left the room. 

"I'll keep you safe my fairy." I blush, when did he start calling me that? "I...um..." He looks down, embarrassed by what he had just said.

"Thank you, my pirate" I say laying my head back on him once again. When I closed my eyes they shot up again as Remington burst through the door with a lot of bags.

"You'll never guess what I found!!" He screamed slamming the door shut.

"Is it a giant tub of Nutella?" I say getting up to get mine and Emerson's drinks. 

"Yeah... how did you know?" I found it amusing how puzzled he was at this.

"The bag is see through genius." I laugh as he put his arm around my waist. 

"I totally knew that, I was just testing your observation skills." He pulled me closer as we both laughed. "You have to be very observant to be in the band."