My Only Sick Boy Soldier

Morning

I woke up the next morning next to Emerson with the sun shining down on my face. None of the boys were up yet, so I decided this would be a good chance to take some time for myself. I got out of bed, went downstairs, made myself a cup of tea and then ran myself a bath. After a relaxing bath, I took my book up into the tower and read for about an hour while watching the sun rise. I ended up falling asleep for a few minutes, and when I woke up it was 8 and the boys would be up at 9...

I went downstairs and decided that I would be nice and because we were staying in an actual house for once (we decided to rent out a house for the weekend and it's so pretty!) I would make them breakfast instead of us going out. So I quickly changed into a pair of leggings and a hoodie, then grabbed my phone and wallet and made a quick run to the market down the road to grab some groceries. I bought some eggs, bacon (I don't really know how to cook it, but I can try) and all of the stuff to make pancakes.

Once home I got right to cooking. I put on some Cavetown and jammed out while doing it. By the time the guys were up and out of bed all of the food was made and the table was set. I had everything laid out all aesthetic like and stuff. I was actually very proud of myself. 

"Surprise!" I said handing each of them a cup of coffee. 

"AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH, THIS LOOKS SO GOOD!" Remington yelled walking over to the table. "OH MY GOD YOU MADE US MEAT!" He yelled some more making us all laugh. 

"Quiet down Remi, it's still early." I say laughing.

"Thanks Y/n" Seb said giving me a quick hug and then taking a sip of his coffee.

"Thank you princess, this looks amazing." Emerson said, hugging me and giving me a kiss on the forehead. 

For the next two hours we all just ate and hung out. We took a walk on the beach and we all ended up pushing each other into the water. These are the moments that I long for every second. Where I'm with my favorite people on earth, and we're just having fun, not a care in the world. It's the best feeling ever. I really do love these boys.

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Hello lovely people! I know that this chapter was boring, but I'm kind of just using it as a way to say that I'm back! I know that I was gone for a really long time, but I'm going to be completely honest with you guys. I was in a really bad place, bad thing after bad thing just kept happening, and I was finding myself falling deeper and deeper every day. But then I met someone who really did change that (I know that's the most cliche thing in the world, but it's what happened.) and even after I met them, I still just couldn't find any creativity in me. I had no motivation to do pretty much anything, I barely even played any instruments (which is really weird for me) and I didn't write anything. I kept reading all of my stories to try to come up with something, but I just couldn't, and when I did I ended up hating it and deleted all of it. But I've finally got some creativity going and I have so many ideas to share with you guys!

I hope that you all are staying safe and healthy in this dark time, but here's another way to look at this whole thing that might make it seem a little easier. This is going to be something that shapes this generation for the rest of our lives, and we're going to come back to it so often and remember "Hey, do you remember this" and go on and on about how everyone was stuck in their houses. But the other part of the conversation will be about how damn, we all got to live through something like this. It's so so terrible, but looking at it, it's kind of amazing that we're going to be able to say that this kind of thing happened within our lifetime. This is a story tat when we're old young kids will ask us about. So just try to stay safe, healthy, and positive in this dark time. And remember that I'm always available to talk if anyone needs it, my DMs on every platform are always open. I hope that all of you very beautiful souls have a very beautiful day, and I can't wait to share all of my new ideas with you!