Broken Promises J.Jk x BTS

Part 8| The notes

Third POV
Jin and the others were still sitting in the living room. "Hyung, it's been 10 minutes, can we talk to him now?" Taehyung asked. "I guess. Let's go." Jin responded. They all headed upstairs to the maknae's room. "I'll go first." Said Jin as he opened the door, but he saw no sign of Jungkook. He walked into the room and the rest followed behind. "Jungkook." Jin called out. No reply. "Jungkook." He called out again. Worry present in his voice. "Maybe he's in the bathroom." Hobi suggested. Yoongi walked near Jungkook's bathroom and saw something he never wanted to see. Jungkook......Laying in bloody bath water.......With cuts on his arms.......and a razor blade in hand. All Yoongi did was scream in pure terror. The rest came running over and were shocked. "Don't just stand there! Call the ambulance!" Yoongi yelled. Jimin ran over to the phone and called 911. Yoongi ran up to the bath and collapsed beside it. "Please tell me this is all a bad dream." He whispered to himself, tears trickling down his cheeks. "The ambulance is on its way." Jimin said, holding back a sob. They all sat in silence until they herd the ambulance. It all happened so fast. The paramedics came in with a gurney and loaded Jungkook onto it. Jin had to hold Yoongi back. Once the paramedics left they let Yoongi go. "Why." Yoongi sobbed. "Hey guys, look what I found." Jimin said holding up a notebook. "What's so important about it?" Namjoon asked. "It has notes in it signed to all of us." He said, flipping through the pages. They all huddled around the book and read each of the notes.

Dear hyungs,
Hey, it's me Jungkook. I just wanted to write a note to say goodbye. Just find your note and read it.

Dear Jin hyung,
I wanted to say thank you for always being there for me. Even if I was stubborn, you made sure I didn't do anything that could get me hurt. I've never told you this before, but you're the closest thing to a motherly figure I've ever had. You treated me like a friend and a son. You made me feel loved, but it was just my time to go. Don't weep over my death. Just continue on with the band. Continue making the others feel loved as well. Continue getting better at dancing, cooking, and jokes. Don't spend too much time mourning me and continue on being the loving Eomma of BTS. I've been talking for a while. I think it's time for me to go. If you ever miss me, just watch the drama we used to watch together. I'll be watch with you in the sky.
Love, Jungkook.

Dear Hobi,
I just wanted to start off by saying thank you for always making me smile when I'm sad. Also I forgive you for pushing me around and hurting me. I know I deserved it, so I don't blame you. Don't be sad because I'm dead. Be happy. Continue making the others smile and laugh whenever you're around. Continue being the dancing machine you are. I don't know what else to say other than thanks. If you ever miss me just dance to the girl group song we used to dance together to. Don't worry. I'll be dancing right next to you in your heart.
Love, Jungkook

Dear Namjoon,
Hey, it's nice to be able to talk to you again since lately I've barely been able to talk to you without you getting mad. Also I want you to know you're not the reason I did this. I did this because of me, but I'll get into more detail about that later. I just wanted to say thank you for being an amazing leader for Bts. You always helped us when we had problems. Also don't worry about all the bullying you did to me lately. It's all in the past. Also I know that you have a crush o Jin hyung and since I'm gonna be gone he's gonna need some company, so can you do me the favor of being the shoulder he needs to cry on, Thanks. Anyway it's my time to go. Please don't be sad about me being gone. Try to get over me as quick as possible. I don't want to drag you down. I have to go now, but always remember I will be forever in your heart if you miss me.
Love, Jungkook

Dear Jimin,
Hey, long time no talk hyung. I know you avoided me so you didn't have to do anything bad to me. I'm kinda happy you did since I didn't have to go through the pain of that. Anyway I just wanted to say a few things before I go. Let me start off by saying I'm sorry for teasing you about your height so much. It was hard not too when you're as small as you. Anyway I also wanted to say thank you for always being there to inspire me. If it wasn't for you I would've never had enough confidence to perform on our debut stage. I also wanted to say thank you for never giving up on me when I had my moody days as a trainee, because even if I pushed you away, you still would stay and make me feel better. Well time has flown by so fast and it's tie for me to go. Don't be sad about me being gone. Be happy. Please be happy. For me. Also you don't need to miss me cause I'll in your heart at all times. One last thing before I go. Promise me you will try and learn to love yourself for me. I don't want you to turn out like me. Goodbye my favorite Mochi.
Love, Jungkook